stars

2007-01-07T14:04:00.000+08:00

woah................

sorry ah... so long nv online le... also v long time no blog le.... haha.... its a new year nw....

nth much happen actually.... but i m kinda sian....

frenz r goin for orientation in new sch.... JC.... but me? no where to go for any studyin.... borin rite? they r havin fun, while i m at hm rottin... watchin vcd to waste time n doin work.... people wearin sch uniform, me?
wear workin uniform...

i miss xms.... i miss my frenz, i miz my cls, i miz e teachers, e food in e canteen there.... argh!!!

hai... huo gai lo... prelim nv study properly, results so lan.... now no more 3 months for me to join... hai.... pathetic sia... onli can xian mu ppl go sch.... i miz sch life.....

jus lik wad my parents told me.... students r so funny, got sch dun wan study..... when there is no sch for us to study, we will regret... tats so true....

sian... i go off le... later nid to go for work le.... jia you ppl! jia you studyin n enjoy e sch life u can enjoy now.... ciaoz.....

2006-12-22T23:57:00.000+08:00

haha... so long neva blog le...

i very busy tis few days... hai... tml work whole day! oh my tian! first time work so long lei... i 10.15am hav to reach... 2.30-3.30 den can hav "recess"....... den start to work again till 9pm....... long workin time sia!!!

hai... tink tis gonna b a short post... n i tink i got no more time to blog again le.... haha...
jia you workin ba!
i m actually stressin my O's results now... dunno y... i scared i reli get v lan de result.... argh~

i nid to work more to get more money! hahaz!!!

advance merry christmas people!!!

n last but not least,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENBIN, ER ZI!

2006-12-12T16:05:00.000+08:00

oh my god.....
my gastric hurt...............

how can i work today? 6-1030pm lei!

my tian... i bth le.... omg.... help!!!!!

2006-12-11T02:52:00.000+08:00

haha... so long nv blog le...

jus came up to update my first 3 days of job...

i worked at near plaza sing de sakae...
wipe table, clear rubbish, bring food n greet people... tis is all i hav learnt these 3 workin days...

the first day wasn't tt smooth enuf... i made mistakes n is malu... den other waiters n waitresses n chef also din tok to me de... lik so unfrenly... but the second day i went, they start to ask bout my name n so on... den we talk a little... the third day was beta... the sisters teach me things... but i jus dun lik the supervisor... she kip askin me to do tis n do tt, clean the lamps summo... crazy! n muz smile at all times... i smilin le, she cant c... argh...

but bcos i newbie there, den everythin also push to me to do... esp "closing" tt time... wa liew...
even those sisters also wun help me... i had to wipe all the tables n chairs n menu(s) n conveyor belt! oh my tian... everythin also i do lei... will die lo...

den everybody wait for the time to tick to 1030 den punch card... all changed to home clothes le... me lei?!?! still busy doin work... last to go hm summo.... ahhh!!!

but no matter wad... i will endure the hardship n learn de... in tis way... i can learn more things ma... gain experience n EARN MONEY.... haha...
chi de ku zhong ku, fang wei ren shang ren...

i tml,tues,fri n sat workin from 6-10.30 pm...
i nw tired le... go slp liao..
nitez! c ya people... jia you workin!
jie tuo.............

2006-12-05T00:50:00.000+08:00

hey...

jus came back from johor! i went to visit my uncle's baby.... i miz him so much... its been 1 month since u return to msia to giv nanny zao gu le...

i love babies!!! i wished he is here... not in johor... den i can carry him, play wif him whole day le...

tml i goin to exercise the whole day!!! haha...

so long nv exercise le... will die nei... i hav become so fat!!! small tummy poppin out! i look extremely ugly now!!! argh~

wed got piano n i haven practise for months... lol! =p
n thurs i goin sentosa wif clsmates!!! yea! exercise n play again! contact wif the sun would be the best!!!

but i m so sad... the post of bein a lifeguard in wild wild wet is full le... there is no more application for me liao.. i wanto b lifeguard there de noh! pls hire me lei.. or else i will b v v sian... i dun wan whole day at home doin nth... i wan earn money n do work... kip me fit de!

i m so tired now... n i nid my slp.. i look ugly! i went to hav a facial today... n the gal there help me squeeze out all the pimple n blackhead n wadeva............ den now my face is all pokked dotted!!! all red n swollen... dam ugly lei..........

I DON'T WANT TO LIVE LE LA!!!

so ugly... go wad interview, every company also dun wan hire me lo... lol...

ok... i beta go slp now... tml nid lots of energy to exercise de.... haha!

bye people! take care.....
n jia you to all the people n frenz of mine hu r workin!
all the best n gd luck to e people hu r findin jobs...

nitez.....

2006-12-01T02:03:00.000+08:00

hey people!!!

i m back!!! back finally from chalet n RED camp...

today went to ngee ann poly for the RED camp.. its super early lo... my cls pp n fel plus me took 74 for 1hour to reach ngee ann there lo... slept durin the bus journey... super tired lo...

yest chiong er zhuo ju zhi wen till 4am den slp... haha... next mornin muz chiong red camp, wakin up at 6.45am...

i barely had enuff slp... my panda eyes comin out le... so obvious now! SO UGLY!!!
but i m still tired nw...

den for e past 3 days... i was at 405'06 chalet... cool man~

we went to escape... we played n had so much fun! i will post the foto tml! cos now too late... v tired... not able to post any foto yet... n i will also shun bian post prom nite de foto lo... haha...

the first day of chalet i jiu had accident le...
we played sth lik heart attack, den we r all so gan jiong... all dun wanto lose... den when me n royston rush to push in our hand n my tt long fingernail sucks!!! the super tiny n weak last finger could not resist the strong force of royston's palm... n

BOOM~

my finernail crack!!! i din feel much thing, but royston say his palm hurt lik siao... den c his palm got stains of blood, i jiu also take a lot at my finger lo...

den the outcome is :
Blood is oozin out quickly, summo v dark red... scary la~ den my broken nail hang there lo... c le jiu feel the pain liao, din c fan er no pain... half of my finernail crack... tis is my first time havin such long fingernail n first time breakin them in halves!!! argh...........

in the end place plaster n continue to play Xbox lo... den bbq lo... haha... den in the end onli one teacher came....*drumroll pls*

who is mrs rosemary song lo...

she bought us a lot of snacks la... chips n so on.... haha... magan song(her daughter) dam cute n sweet too... but too bad she super duper shy la... no chance to play wif her...

den the rest of the nite jiu gamble lo... haha... i won $3 n i played $3 worth of arcade... all on street basketball... despite my fingernail's pain... i endure n played thru... so nice n shuang de feelin!!! i long time no play bb le...
ur my bb shifu.. i wanto shoot jus lik the way b4... i miz playin bb wif u...

the next day jiu go escape lo... den nite jiu go park walk walk... stars r blinkin lik diamonds tt day! they sparkled the whole nite away... its awesome!
romantic nite without the right person... =(

den i jiu return hm by 7a.m le... reach hm jiu slp all the way till 3.30p.m.........
my stupid er zi la! wan come my hse watch dvd "er zhuo ju zhi wen"... say wan come le.. in the 6+ p.m den reach... nvm... we still enjoyed the series v much! haha....

today jiu first day of red camp le... the people there r nice... but their rap totally yucks... no rythm+no groove+no tone = no life! (boring)

tml i jiu go look for work n complete my thing le... red camp suppose to b 3 days... but i tink i most prob onli go for today de ba?!?!

i will post pictures tml!!!

c ya! i m so tired... *yawnin*

gd nites!!! take care... i reli hope u pls stop sayin " i gtg..." to me...

2006-11-27T01:46:00.000+08:00

HEY!!!

i m back in singapore le... haha...
i m so sian... actually v v v v v v v v v happy de...
but nw dunno y i sian again... lik v bad mood lei...

sorry peeps outs there... i was in malaysia e last 3 days... if ur sms me or call me, i also cant receive... nw dun hav autoroam lik last time le.. sorry... den came out to sg tt time is already bout 6+pm.....normally singtel will sms me all those accumulatin sms n missed calls... but dunno y nv sms me... den at bout 9+ when i sms my clsmates bout how to go tml de chalet tt time, singtel den flood my hp suddenly at one go....

scare me... tot my hp spoil.... suddenly hp din stop ringin, kip havin sms comin in... 8 new sms lei!!! the first sms jiu make me go crazy le... tot wad happen... kinda shock to death... hehe=)

but its a gd news... haha! i m so happy... *sorry... so late den c ur sms, so late den reply u...

but jiu chalet lo... wad time shud i go? i reli dunno... sian...
but all i noe is i tml go find er zi, den get back my memory card den go find sth tgt...
den he jiu will pei me to pasir ris where we will b departin! hahaz...

jobs jobs jobs!!! anybody wanto hire me?

hope christofori will accept me... haha... den i jiu no nid find jobs until so xing ku le... haha!!!

hire me!!! lol...

take care peepos!!! cya... n enjoy ur holi...

may nt blog till i finish my chalet le! haha...

2006-11-25T13:37:00.000+08:00

hey peeps!!!

i m in malaysia now!!! haha.... i m so dam sian tt i reli dunno wad to do...
so decided to come online to find pp to pei me chat...

the feelin is so different now... last time in msia... i at least still hav pp to sms me... kip me accompanied, so tt i wun b bored or feelin alone...
now no more le... so, bring hp along wif me also useless...

den had to come online to find pp... m i pathetic?
lol!!!

wenbin!!! surprise ma? i m msia.... still can blog... haha... i m so sian... ytd din manage to blog, but i can blog today!!!

i m so super duper happy ytd!!! haha... all thanks to my dear son!!! loo wenbin...
i love u!!! haha... the info u gav me make my day!!!

tink e happiness can last forever!!! hahaz...

at least i noe he trust me... woo~
it's not karen's fault, it's yinlam's fault...
yeah!!!

prom nite rocks too...
haha... everybody was so shuai n pretty...
the gals r elegant, so gentle n sum r cute too!
haha... zoe is e prom queen...

xuyuan, relax k? ur curls dun make u look lao... u r so pretty ytd...

n actually, i din took lots foto ytd... onli a little.. but i m so happy so many pp write notes for me...
thanks!!! i love u all....
er zi! i got 11 pp write for me! i win u! u onli got 8! haha... =p

i definitely will miz all my clsmates, schoolmates, teachers, juniors n my frenz de...
pls kip in contact k? we will b frenz forever de!!!

schoolmates n clsmates hu dunno my email add....
it is karenljl@hotmail.com

muz remember me hor!

i will upload the pics soon.... cosnw in msia... so cant upload them...
n i will rmb to send u de... =)

in conclusion, i m reli so happy ytd when i heard sum stuffs... hahaz!!! i m goin crazy lo...
my er zi kip sayin me la~

i will tag as many as possible again after O's...

i will return on sunday afternoon n go cls chalet on 27th to 29th...den to RED camp on 30 nov to 2 dec...

i m a busy gal... hor?
den i jiu will look for a job le... haha...

wenbin rmb help me to look out for e jobs too k?!

c ya pp! i go off le...
got anythin jiu email me ba... or sms me? lol...
i m still missin u... love ya! *even though it's still impossible for us to get together again...

2006-11-21T01:59:00.000+08:00

it's reli over...

everything's over... O's over...

everythin jus ended in tis way... gone...

stars r little here... its dyin away... it's jus lik holdin sand in my hand...
couldn't control... it slips away...

bye...

2006-11-10T23:13:00.000+08:00

haha.... one more wk to go!!!

O's hav been quite smooth for me... but i tink my emaths no more A1 liao.....
AHHHHhhh!

somthin bad happen to me today.... argh....
thanks jon n er zi!

hahaz... they came to my hse to fetch me to sch lei... lol!

cynthia dun brood over maths le k? cheer up...

jus a few more papers n we jiu can go crazy le!!! ren ba!

jia you people!!!
study hard ok?
left wif onli mcq, a maths n hist.!!!

tml go relax a little... watchin movie wif er zi they all... STEP UP...
but tml still gonna practise a maths! den i gonna lax the whole day today...

hai... so many doubts n misunderstandings...
stupid yinlam!!! argh... its reli over between us? nickname is gonna b deleted? hai...

2006-10-28T10:59:00.000+08:00

SURPRISE!!!

long time not online le... miz me ba?

hahaz...

many things happened in these few days... tink it wud be such a surprise to ur tt i wud be online now.... hahaz..

the reason is v simple...

i m super nervous n gan jiong nw... i later jiu muz take my piano theory exam le... its so dam scary... i scared i fail lei! how?!?!?!

argh..... i feel v cold n my stomach ache!!! aiyo...
the tots of havin exam jus sends shiver down my spine... hahaz...

O's comin... one more wk to go!
n stupidly, i hav to retake my chinese! ahhhhh~
hated it!

gotta concentrate on studies le...

i will blog everyday after my O's...
n i tink tis will be the last post till finish O's le...

miz me ba! not gonna c me for a SUPER LONG TIME again liao...

ciaoz! gtg... came here to relax onli.....
c ya!

JIA LOTS OF YOU people!
i noe ur can do it de!
jus 2 wks of exam n everythin will be fine already! work hard....
best of luck! gd luck!!!
but dun overstress urself k?
rest more too!

I LOVE 405!

2006-10-18T01:09:00.000+08:00

so long never blog le.....

n i will miz a lot more post from today onwards...

haiz... tml no sch.... but i still got piano.....
i reli wanto let my class noe i love them n i will reli miz them..... (am i naggy?)
I LOVE MY CLASS!!!
405 is the best!
And 405 will live forever...
the best n excellent class EVER~

thursday got science practical...
wish me luck people! i wanto be steady n accurate!
jia you to all the people taking the stressful exam too!
i reli wish u could sms me jus to wish me luck...
Bye people!
nitez...
rest early n take care!

2006-10-18T00:43:00.000+08:00

hai....

i m reli very sad today.... was my very last day of school in xinmin secondary le lei...

i mean i still can return to cls, still c my frenz n clsmates around.....
but the feelin will b different!

we no longer can study together in a clsroom anymore...
we could no longer make teachers angry anymore...
we could no longer chat n rebel together anymore...
we cant ask each other qns bout homeworks anymore...

i reli love 4o5!
i miss all my classmates!
after 2 yrs of hardships together... we r bonded jus lik the ionic-bonds~
i reli hate to leave the fun-lovin bunch!

Cai meng Perry
Marilyn Irsyad
Peini Nicholas
Eve Desmond
Helen Hong Hui
Janet Terence
Jasmine Yu Chuan
Kelly Royston
Fanny Benedict
Rachel Ding Jie
Zhiqing Jin Hoe
Huimin Richard
Xuyuan Azfar
Jia zhi Eugene
Cassandra Joey
Yunting Tiang Yong
Lisi Darren
Chong Yang

I LOVE ALL MY CLASSMATES! THEY ROCKS... they live in a part of me...

they brought colors to my life..... i reli treasure them for being my classmates...

405 is the best!

To all my classmates:

Jia you for O's... we r left wif onli 4 more wks to end the WAR le... (O's exam) we muz perservere n work hard throughout tis crucial time... i noe we will b the best class to perform the best in O's de... so... i wish everybody the best luck... no matter wad.... we still muz kip in contact k? 405 'o6 forever! i reli love all of your! i'll miss u guys... ur laughters, ur violence, ur etc...

And a very big thank you for the teachers who has guide me through these years:

-Mr Pah

-Mrs Song

-Mrs Peh

-Mrs Raj

-Mrs Teo

-Mdm Tian

-Mrs Wong

-Mr Ng (Huang papa)

-Ms Lim

-Mr Ho

Actually Xinmin is reli an excellent school!

with the best teachers who r so willin to help their students n the very nice study environment! i m not recommending my school.... but tis is a honest truth how i feel bout my sch aft studyin for 4 yrs! i will never ever forget bout my Secondary school life de...

today was our last day we spend time together studyin in a same classroom.....

please remember tis precious n memorable day...

jia you n all the best on thursday! we will strive the best all the way through O's de... Be steady for the practical on thurs! let's do all our best!

I LOVE 405 '06...

u live forever in my heart <3>

forever the best 405~ *SUMO*

2006-10-08T22:10:00.000+08:00

AAaaaaAHhhhhhHHHh~~~

so many homework..
i m goin bonker!
n........

sth bad happen today.....
tis is so shit...
how i wish i dunno bout these stuffs!
its reli not nice lo...

i m stressed... reli hate big exams, tests n so on....

ahhhh.. not enuf slp... i m not pretty anymore!!! =)
hahaz.... jkjk onli..

goin off...

take care n study hard pp!
take care!

2006-10-06T23:37:00.000+08:00

SPECIALLY FOR "YOU"

to all my friends:
-wenbin
-jonathan
-benjamin
-zhi yuan
-cynthia
-rachel
-xuyuan
-jia zhi
-lisi
-sheila
-benedict

i m reli v thankful to all of ur for bein there for me when i m low...
tis post is especially for ur!

when i was about to give up....
when i was about to get hopeless....
when everybody seems to giv up on me....
when i needed help....

all of your will be there for me to encourage me on...
ur will be there to help me n guide me... esp er zi n jon! thanks for the every maths tuition on every saturday...
i reli dunno wad to say, but thanks!

i promise i will reli mug hard from now on...
i dun wan to let any one of ur down...
i dun wan ur de effort to wasted on me!
i want the encouragement from ur to push me on...

i gonna kip on movin... i shud not be stayin on the spot...
time to fall in love wif the books!

jia you, karen!

2006-10-06T23:28:00.000+08:00

ah.....
i reli hate this kind of air...
stupid *********......
forest fire.... summo people go set up the fire one!
wa lao... dam stupid n inconsiderate lo...

waste of land n YOU R DEFORESTING!!! wad rubbish!
you r causin air pollution!!!
wa liew... den the government still dun wan stop or to lower or to lessen any more harms!
pls la... u r causin a lot of pp to fall sick lo!
do u noe we r takin our "O"s soon???

dun let us sick la!
mid autumn festival also cant enjoy... cant c the moon with such a heavy haze lo....
liew... i m havin breathin difficulty le la!
u beta take care n dun fall sick durin this period... N UR LEG... hope u hav a faster recovery..

I DUN WANTO FALL SICK!!!
ok... loggin off... got to mug hard...

jia you pp! study hard n take lots of care...
take more vitamins n drink more water... dun breath in so much air...

ZHONG QIU JIE KUAI LE~

2006-10-02T21:18:00.000+08:00

Haiz.....

i m finally online.....
jus online for a quick post...

i m reli stressed up...
n i m here to vent all my anger n upsetness...

i m reli havin bad mood today...
cant cheer up...
simply tired of everythin...

i kept studyin le... i practise Maths whenever i can...
i study whenever i hav time for the books...
now i m havin a headache!

today... i broke my rule... n i m so regretful of it now...
tis was the VERY FIRST time i scolded tat "F" word...
OH MY GOSH... i m so so so guilty now...
n i reli dunno wad i m behavin nowaday...
mayb not enuf slp, not enough rest, too stressful ba....

argh... i cant stand it soon...
i m reli at my wit's end now!
piano theory is comin up, n i noe nth bout it.. how?
science practical is comin up too...
Chinese O's AGAIN!!!

n worse still.... i m ONLY left with 4 more wks to the BIG "O" levels exam...

aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~

onli one month left... i've got not enuf time!
pls bear wif me, friends...
i will be v v weird these few days... i m reli behavin v weird tat i dun even noe wad i m doin....

TIS IS GOIN TO BE MY LAST TIME I BREAK MY RULE!!!
pls stop agitatin me le... teacher... i hav been studyin ur subject le... dun force me to jue lu k?

2006-09-24T22:35:00.000+08:00

and ya...

i so long nv online or blog le....
its ok.....

i m goin to let the blog rot for some time, cos i reli got to study hard le.....
i got dam bad result for tis prelim....
i worked.... but no improvement.... wad the shit...
i gonna punish myself by kip studyin n workin hard!

i also dunno y i did tat to myself on friday... my face muscle reli hurt the next day...
its SORE!
yes. u did it! u succeed! u made me turn from 5% to 80% now... i had been cryin for 3 days... wad? cos of my results n YOU! YES!!! *YOU* i gonna give up le... cos u already GAVE up...i m hurt...

2006-09-16T23:54:00.000+08:00

hmmm.....

went study today wif er zi they all...
i woke up early at 9am tis mornin..... cos 11am meet ma...
hmmm... was rather satisfied ba... cos i finished one paper in time! lol!

den chat a little...
den time flies fast!
a while jiu 3pm le... all of them ate ice cream waffle, except me... cos i nid to save money! lol...

after tat, we went to watch 'The Banquet'
not bad la..... but i tink its rather lame... n gooey too..... ALL BLOOD N KILLINGS!!!!

no wonder its NC16...
er zi... u r still young... haven 16 yet... so dun learn all those violence k?
LOL!

den we went home separately...
went grandma hse, er zi jiu go watch Sweety qian chang hui le lo.... though he cant catch any singing... cos he is LATE!!!

while takin the red line MRT... we passed a station... yellow in color de...
i suddenly hav memories flushin into my mind...
haiz...

tired le... tml still hav tuition...

go slp le! nitez people!
take care n mug hard!

2006-09-16T01:58:00.000+08:00

hmmm...

wad did i do tis wk?

oh.............
i got back my sci paper1 result..... eewwk... it sucks...
chem 15/20
physics 14/20

oh.... die.... mrs teo say our cls, most people de result is hoverin between 60-70 upon 170 lei!!!
die!!! how? if get 69, practical got full mark also no use.... it still fails........ awww.....

i m scared! cos i did studied... den if get bad result, how..................?!?!

haiz....
sian... today chi paper... shud b alright.. aiya... but it is still difficult la!!! paper 2 so chim....
den paper de bao zhang bao dao quite easy... but me? cos i m too lazy to write e format of bao zhang bao dao n i reli hav no confidence in writin tat, so i chose narrative to write...
i scared i cant get A1 lei.....
aft tellin Mrt i wrote narrative, he gav me tat 'u gonna fail' look....

it gav me shudder..... n i m wonderin did i do e right thing?
i hav not been taught much bout bao zhang bao dao, not shou wif it, how to write?
but i reli feel much comfortable n confident writin tat narrative!

will i b able to do well?
hai....................

monday jiu sci practical le... 1h30min onli lei... got both chem n physics prac to do...
completin the practical in ONLY such a short time?
will i finish?

titration, Q.A. & physics lei....
SO MUCH in onli 1 hour 30 minute....

oh gosh.....
wish me luck man~

today aft paper, went to pei er zi cut hair... tok craps la... while he is cuttin his hair, i m zi lianin wif his phone... hahaz...
ER ZI.... muz send me e photo! hahaz...

Rachel n Dear too..........
i m waitin for my photos! hahaz.....
excited to c all my wonderful foto.....

LOL.....

den reach home jiu eat lunch, den read story bk a while, den jiu slp all e way till 7pm le... lol...
its so cold today! nid to cover myself fully wif blanket lo.....
at nite no nid switch on air-con le... the nite itself cool enough for me to slp tite..... hahaz...

gtg... tml mornin still hav to go study! maths lei..... headache! i dislike maths...
*sobs sobs*

cant imagine bout my both Maths result.................................................

live ur life as if u r livin the last day...
love like u hav nv been hurt before...
work lik u not earnin jus for the money...

watched jin san shun... tis few sentences r so meaninful.......

both the lover compromise each other... love each other so deeply lik nobody business...
though san shun is not v pretty, is rough, iss crazy..... jus so un-girlish....
Zhen Xian still loves her as the way she is...
no matter how people look at her, he will defend her...
lovin someone is lovin him/her for hu she reli is...
not lovin her by tellin her to change to a person whom u wished n longed for...
no one can b perfect... dream girl/boy will not appear...
so... when u love sum1, love his/her everythin... accept everythin...
if u r reli in love wif her, u will accept her roughness, her craziness n all her bad points...
not askin her to change...

yes... sumtimes, people shud change for e better...
but each n every one of us hav our character n personality... ain't it?
bad habits- some can be change, but some jus cant...

yao bao rong bi ci... zhen xi dui fang... jie shou zhen shi de ta...
i m e way i m, i changed some of my "bads", but some reli cant b changed...not i dun wan to...
u love me in e 1st place cos of these personalities of mine, nw u said wo men bu shi he is also cos of these personalities... bu mao dun ma?

2006-09-11T20:47:00.000+08:00

sorry.....

not online to blog... n the blog is rottin... argh...
i jus got no mood to blog..... is unlike b4....... y???

been busy in the holiday.....

went kunyang's chalet... was chattin wif dear, er zi n cyn... lots to chat... hahaz.... n tat son of mine is cheeky... naughty n disobedient...
hai... i went out a lot tat wk.... i din touch any books! i feel real relax... n finally prelims are soon gonna be over... but i hate retakin chinese.... can i stop? haiz...
the feelin is so sucky when people can dun even bother bout chi anymore, while me? strivin for A1? hmmm....

today...
sci paper 1 was ok... can manage... but aft sch, i got a call from cyn... mrs wong ask her to tell 'us' tat out geog paper was terrible n nid to buck up... i m scared of my wits...
mrs wong told cyn,"tell ur frenz to buck up... they did badly..."
i ask cyn hu is the frenz? she say she not sure... but its the few of us... m i one of e one did geog badly too?

but i feel i did not bad lei... i did study for geog lei... i m expectin a B3 n above... i nid strings of Bs... no more Cs...(except A.maths cos its hopeless)
haiz.... i m reli scared now... but thx dear..... u comforted me... n thx for pei-in me to somewhere today!

hahaz... we had lots of stupid fun hor? but a wasted trip there..... it rained so heavily today n me n dear were drenched!!! wa liew~ i hate bein wet in sch U...

pray hard tat i will do well for prelims.... i m expectin miracles...
PLEASE DON'T LET THE HISTORY REPEATS ITSELF AGAIN!!!

All the best to peeps havin science practical tis wk!!!

i m in a very foul mood tis mornin when i saw the name list people gettin champions award...
i m not gettin any... ... it feel sucky!!! after workin so hard so 4 yrs... tats wad i got...
thx to the sch n CCA for tis treatment...

N congrats to those hu r gettin the prizes tis friday! =)

N finally thx Cynthia for backin me... no matter wad it end up to be, thanks...

2006-09-06T00:15:00.000+08:00

argh.... i m achin all over my body........

yesterday went trg..... now i had sore muscles........ i hav not exercise for such a long long time le lei.... den hor.... i reli can c my tummy cumin out le..... fats squeezin out of me! aaahhhHHH~

ok la... not tt kua zhang... but for real.. i m reli not exercisin for months....

i feel weak!
i can even feel my muscles becomes jelly liao... jog a little also cant le...
oh my gosh.... i m so weak!
i nid to train!

but how?!?!?! how? how?!

i nid to study! argh........
but i also nid exercisin!
n the worst thing is.........

my piano grade 8 theory exam is comin n i noe nth bout it... how m i goin to pass it?
i had to pass it lei! or else i stress yrs n yrs bout tt theory...

n rite aft is Chi O's.... oh man! how m i goin to survive? i hav not touch chinese for 2 months le.... n i m goin to write chinese compo again? i reli dun feel lik writin essay...
my passion for chinese has already all disappeared aft since i got tt LAN result... B3...
tat B3 has scarred my life... ruined my interest for chinese.. i m not tt confident in chi ANYMORE... n i reli hope i m not screwin up my O lvls........

still hav 2 more papers to go....
chi prelim n sci p1...
wish me luck!

n people takin N levels..........
jia jia you!
ur can do it de... work hard n dun worry!
belive in urself!

off to bed le........ bye people!
take care n nitez........
jia you studyin for O's now ba, frenz...
work hard =)

2006-09-06T00:00:00.000+08:00

haiz.......

y has tragic moments happen in tis few days?

Steve Irwin died bcos of a stupid stingray...
i muz reli salute to the crocodile hunter...
he is the best man on Earth tt has the courage to do everythin...
i will pray for him...
i reli do respect him... may god bless him...

Then, hav ur seen tat strong, courageous 12-yrs old boy fightin against his cancer?
hav ur seen how strong he had been?
his strong will to live on, not wantin to die at such a young age, tats wad he said in e TV programme today....
he is so young yet so strong! y cant an adult compare to him?
adult always threaten to commit suicide, but yet tis strong boy is fightin hard to survive!!! workin so hard to win the viruses.....
i salute to him too!
i respect him too!
but wad had happen to him?
he died in an accident aft he had finally recovered from the cancer?
he had found a marrow donor, n he had finally JUST recovered from his cancer.....
he wanted to live on happily, pursue wad he always wanted...
but y muz tis tragic happen on him?
he jus died today in an accident....... Y muz tis poor strong boy suffers tis?

i will pray for tis 2 strong people.....

i reli feel low now....
i reli dun understand y the good ones hav to end their life in the way they do not wan?
they r such a kind soul tat had strong wills n kind heart...

haiz...

2006-09-04T00:37:00.000+08:00

HAHAZ!!!!!!!!!!!

super happy!
i finally got all wad i wanted!!!

my Levis Lady's Style jeans... which costs a bomb...
n i promise i not gonna buy clothes or bottom for 2 months le... wait till O's end...
hahaz....

den a new hp... hahaz! i love the camera... woa~

Yesterday..
wa sei... had a full day at Sentosa! never regret goin there to jus relax for a day.. but i still feel guilty towards my mummy... i left her all alone at home.. i feel reli bad... sorry!
i will pei her for days tis wk le... not goin out!
i m goin to study! hahaz!!! miracles, aint it?

lol! we played, sun-tanned, chat n swam... had lots of fun! i feel happy aft i got tanned a little... played soccer n captain ball... 3 guys joined us... but my team includes janet, zhiqing, rachel, me, benedict n tiang yong... opponent team got darren, jin hoe, richard n the 3 guys... well.....
benedict is the best defender... i m e second best! woooo~~~ felt so cool tt i blocked balls!

i m also gd at scorin for soccer too! woa!!! scored 3 or 4 balls among 6 goals nei! but its unfair cos the other team got onli zhiqing, rachel,jin hoe n richard... while my team got benedict,tiang yong, janet, me n darren.... 4 vs 5... of cos we win den.... but we r all jus havin so much fun!!!

hahaz! lets go sentosa aft O's ok? took lots of foto too! woa... i love the fotos... but its all wif rachel... i cant post on blog... cos i simply dunno how to resize n post it on blog.... argh!

nvm... all in all, ALL of us had fun! its a pity meh missed it.. aft O we go tgt k? smile =)

k..... tml i goin for trg! woah........ so long nv train le... i reli miz my badminton, missed my coach, missed all e fun we had durin trainin wif team-mates!

still owe the teachers the teachers' day present... aww... gonna buy tomorrow too...

tats all for today... i m tired... take care people! nitez.......

2006-08-31T23:48:00.000+08:00

woo!!!

feel so gd... went out to watch a movie wif other 7 people... er zi, zhi yuan,cynthia, rachel, dear, fel n mrt...

wa sei... met so many xinmin people there lo... lol! so qiao?
hmmm...... went shoppin awhile b4 movie start... i din look much... cos i dun hav the mood to spend money lei... mayb i jus wan window shop?

er zi saw one shirt he fall in love wif for a long time... today got 40% off.... he is so dam happy la! lol! den i went pei him try.. den u noe wad? he happily tried it... but size too big..dun hav small size, n onli one color... no choice... he was sad... cant buy it...

cheer up son... there will hav beta shirt de! nicer de...

den went to watch... devil wears prada...

ITS SUPER NICE... n very meaningful... go watch ba!

took neoprint wif the bunch too.. very nice lei! but muz wait for dear to cut finish first... den distribute.. lol!

thanks! i feel high today...

er zi... i m jus jokin today k? dun take any words to ur heart.. lol... cos they r all meant to be a joke onli.......
i m waitin for u to take foto wif me! hahaz!!!

i m goin for trainin on Monday!!! i m so excited!
long time no trainin le. i miz my coach, i miz exercisin!!!
den i will go shun bian teachers' day present!

i got no time to do or buy anythin for the teachers.....
so muz find time to buy durin tis holiday...
er zi, muz pei me! den we go watch break up!

ok... tats all for today...
i go slp le...
nitez!
take care n continue to study hard for O levels...
hahaz!

2006-08-31T00:35:00.000+08:00

Going Bananas Bananas...
This is very interesting. After Reading THIS, you'll NEVER look at a banana in the same way again - Bananas.

Containing three natural sugars - sucrose, fructose and glucose combined with fiber, a banana gives an instant, sustained and substantial boost of energy.
Research has proven that just two bananas provide enough energy for a strenuous 90-minute workout. No wonder the banana is the number one fruit with the world's leading athletes. But energy isn't the only way a banana can help us keep fit. It can also help overcome or prevent a substantial number of illnesses and conditions, making it a must to add to our daily diet.

Depression: According to a recent survey undertaken by MIND amongst people suffering from depression, many felt much better after eating a banana. This is because bananas contain tryptophan, a type of protein that the body converts into serotonin, known to make you relax, improve your mood and generally make you feel happier.

PMS: Forget the pills - eat a banana. The vitamin B6 it contains regulates blood glucose levels, which can affect your mood.

Anemia: High in iron, bananas can stimulate the production of haemoglobin in the blood and so helps in cases of anemia.

Pressure: This unique tropical fruit is extremely high in potassium yet low in salt, making it the perfect to beat blood pressure. So much so, the US Food and Drug Administration has just allowed the banana industry to make official claims for the fruit's ability to reduce the risk of blood pressure and stroke.

Brain Power: 200 students at a Twickenham (Middlesex) school were helped through their exams this year by eating bananas at breakfast, break, and lunch in a bid to boost their brain power. Research has shown that the potassium-packed fruit can assist learning by making pupils more alert.

Constipation: High in fiber, including bananas in the diet can help restore normal bowel action, helping to overcome the problem without resorting to laxatives.

Hangovers: One of the quickest ways of curing a hangover is to make a banana milkshake, sweetened with honey. The banana calms the stomach and, with the help of the honey, builds up depleted blood sugar levels, while the milk soothes and re-hydrates your system.

Heartburn: Bananas have a natural antacid effect in the body, so if you suffer from heartburn, try eating a banana for soothing relief.

Morning Sickness: Snacking on bananas between meals helps to keep blood sugar levels up and avoid morning sickness.

Mosquito bites: Before reaching for the insect bite cream, try rubbing the affected area with the inside of a banana skin. Many people find it amazingly successful at reducing swelling and irritation.

Nerves: Bananas are high in B vitamins that help calm the nervous system. Overweight and at work? Studies at the Institute of Psychology in Austria found pressure at work leads to gorging on comfort food like chocolate and crisps. Looking at 5,000 hospital patients, researchers found the most obese were more likely to be in high-pressure jobs. The report concluded that, to avoid panic-induced food cravings, we need to control our blood sugar levels by snacking on high carbohydrate foods every two hours to keep levels steady.

Ulcers: The banana is used as the dietary food against intestinal disorders because of its soft texture and smoothness. It is the only raw fruit that can be eaten without distress in over-chronicler cases. It also neutralizes over-acidity and reduces irritation by coating the lining of the stomach.

Temperature control: Many other cultures see bananas as a "cooling" fruit that can lower both the physical and emotional temperature of expectant mothers. In Thailand, for example, pregnant women eat bananas to ensure their baby is born with a cool temperature.

Seasonal Affective Disorder (SAD): Bananas can help SAD sufferers because they contain the natural mood enhancer tryptophan.

Smoking: Bananas can also help people trying to give up smoking. The B6, B12 they contain, as well as the potassium and magnesium found in them, help the body recover from the effects of nicotine withdrawal.

Stress: Potassium is a vital mineral, which helps normalize the heartbeat, sends oxygen to the brain and regulates your body's water balance. When we are stressed, our metabolic rate rises, thereby reducing our potassium levels. These can be rebalanced with the help of a high-potassium banana snack.

Strokes: According to research in "The New England Journal of Medicine, "eating bananas as part of a regular diet can cut the risk of death by strokes by as much as 40%!

Warts: Those keen on natural alternatives swear that if you want to kill off a wart, take a piece of banana skin and place it on the wart, with the yellow side out. Carefully hold the skin in place with a plaster or surgical tape! So, a banana really is a natural remedy for many ills.

When you compare it to an apple, it has four times the protein, twice the carbohydrate, three times the phosphorus, five times the vitamin A and iron, and twice the other vitamins and minerals. It is also rich in potassium and is one of the best value foods around.
So maybe its time to change that well-known phrase so that we say, "A banana a day keeps the doctor away!"

*P.S. Bananas must be the reason monkeys are so happy all the time!

2006-08-31T00:12:00.000+08:00

Prelims are finally over!

haiz... but bcos i retakin 'O' chinese
i hav to do chinese prelim also...
so sian la!

everybody can rest, except me....
i had to work hard on chi lo...
muz get an A1 no matter wad!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhh~~~

aiya... sch reopens still hav science paper 1...

i nid a few days break...
onli a few days...
den i work hard again...

tml goin out wif dear n fel...
today went out wif classmates... 12 of us went to sakae... had lots of fun.... hahaz!
many comical stuffs happen...
we even went to buy present for our form teacher!

Teachers Day is comin!
Happy Teachers' Day to all the teacher around the world...

i reli hope i can do well for this prelim...
high hopes on all subs, except amaths....
feel so sorry n guilty towards my tutor, mdm Lee...
she worked so hard to help us, but my result confirm will still disappoint her wif a fail de lo...
haiz...

Sorry Mdm Lee... i promise i will reli work hard for both Maths de...
tis promise is not meant to be broken...

rainy days reli make one feel ur true self comin out of that hard shell...
sumtimes people will hide all their feelings, but it comes to rainy days, all the hiding seems to disappear! it feels gd to feel tis way...
at least i feel i m being myself...
rain has lots of meaning... awaitin for us to discover ourselves...
u can find
love,
memories,
happiness,
sadness
n everythin emotions
in it...

next time when it rains, relax n be urself...
u will love the weather...

2006-08-28T11:47:00.000+08:00

argh...

sucks!!!
A maths sux man~

i gonna get another F9 again for tis stupid a maths prelim le la!!!
its so difficult lo...

if i got more time...............................................................................

er zi... smile =)
dun upset k? cheer up... ur maths so gd de... will A1 de... dun worry...

guys n gals of 405 r all so glumy... cheer up... its onli a prelim! jia you for O's jiu can le...
dun get too affected k? we still got paper 1 to help us... *even though its more diff.

look on the positive side~

la la la.....
2 more days to end of prelims!
as in... the major ones r gone... left practical n chinese onli...

jia you jia you jia you!!!

perservere n stay determined!
woo..................

2006-08-28T11:23:00.000+08:00

frens?

U r actin strong... but u r not... sumtimes u shud let ur true feelin flow...
listen to ur heart...

do u noe u r bad tempered n sort of spoilt?
y muz people listen to u?

when u r in no mood or bad mood, u jus show ur black face rite at e person...
u hav ur mistakes too... do u eva noe them?
i reli hate e way u treat ppl when u r feelin no gd...

even though ppl hav told u bout ur mistakes, do u eva change them?
u onli look at others', hav u overlook at ur own's?
leopard neva change its spot...
u r still e same even though i told u ur mistakes...

i regretted i lowered my dignity tt time... i apologised... but did u too?
u sound lik u r not in any wrong, no 'sorry' from u at all!

u jus leave wif ur fren... ignorin e ppl around u...
u wun eva notice e ppl around u de lo...

sharin prob wif u... yea... u did help out... thx...
but u dun eva share ur prob wif ur fren...do u noe how terrible ur fren feel sumtimes?
no matter wad happen... upset or happy, u wun say out... u will onli look for one person...
tats her..

i decided not to spend so much effort on handlin the frenship wif u le... since u r not keen on tis, why shud i bother?

tryin to help u, but wad happen in e end?
ur black face still remain a black face... onli SHE can make u smile or laugh...

forget it... .... ..... ......

2006-08-26T00:43:00.000+08:00

I am back after the torturous week of examinations...

prelims r makin so many people stress....

i reli hope i can do well for this prelim.. i did prepare..
n i reli aimed for As now...

the worst subj has yet to come...
which is the Emaths paper2 n Amaths..
they r my greatest fear...

i tink i can do well for the past few papers ba...
now its up to the last few more papers!

argh... i cant get L1R5 more than 20 lei....
i m aimin high...
ambitious!!!

heard from er zi today...
he was askin which course i choosin if i go JC...
i m aimin for AJC.. i reli hope i can go in...

i tink i m goin to choose art course den...
geog, econs, chi n bio ba...

i will choose either physics or bio...
i lik bio lots but i dun hav the chance to contact wif bio since sec3....
so sick lo...
argh~

y do people always regret wad they did in the past?

y?

please cherish wad u own or hav now...
do not regret when u lost it...
understand?

we r so close, yet so far...

2006-08-21T21:31:00.000+08:00

21st August 2006....

its a nice day...
but a miserable day?

hmmm...
so tired today... nap tis afternoon...
nid to get energy to study tonite..
haiz...

y study? y take exam? as long as we noe we understand n noe wad we studied jiu can le ma...
a certificate is jus a paper... do u tink everybody will reli hav the ability to reli hav e standard?
the real standard?

tsk... jus dun lik the system la... onli look at the paper... jus the paper?
can judge one person mei?

argh...

i appreciate wad u did for me...
tats al i got...

od u wonk i llits ssim u, evol u?
flesym evreser lliw i
...u rof gnitiaw

tml prelim le... jia you everybody! gd luck n all the best...

2006-08-20T01:13:00.000+08:00

yesterday....
three lifts,
i took the single...

on the fifth floor...

the long corridor...
the 2 oval shape from the view from outside the lift...

which one izit?

if i die today, pls remember me as yesterday...

2006-08-16T19:24:00.000+08:00

hahaz...

surprise to me again...
i still receive a sms!!!
lol...

but i onli read it aft my oral, cos i hav not been checkin my phone since recess....

aww... pimples n acnes... i've got a few tis few days...
n i m giddy tis 2 days...
mayb i hav not slp well last few days... hav been studyin till late nite around 1am... i m so dead tired now...

finally got a time to rest n relax one day!

hahaz!!! i m so so so happy today...
oral was easy!!!
my examiner is dam gd n nice.. she is so pretty la... both examiners also malay... but the one din wear the tudong was the one lookin quite fierce... but the one more traditional one, hu was wearin the tudong is ssssssoooooooooo.................................... kind lo.... i lik her a lot.. loL!

she was smilin all the way.... throughout the whole oral.... she look so pretty n lenient lo...

n i reli hope she is lenient wif me... hehez....

readin passage has no difficult words...
picture discussion is a picture taken in a MRT wif elderly all sittin... not very crowded... but the youngsters r standin lo...

topic on conversation:
what transport are u takin to school everyday?

what do u tink make public transport a good system?

both also ez rite?
i was stunned... n happy!
tis was the first time i m so happy n confident wif my oral lo... summo eng lei!!! i weakest sub!!!

hope i reli can the gd result... smiles =)

xuyuan.. cheer up.. u can do well de.... be confident wif urself~

thx rachel!!! u bought all of us sweet to wish us gd luck... n lollipop for me aft oral... <3!!!!! x)

trust is the most important of all kind of relationship... do u still trust me?
i do.......

2006-08-15T22:29:00.000+08:00

so long nv come online le...

i jus came to say a few things...

i reli regret wad i sent to u tat day....
i was reli feelin bad tt day, den i jus told u wad exactly i feel... cos i jus cant control le... i type n send to u le lo...

sorry if u find it disturbin... sorry... i reli jus wanto say out wad i feel onli... it took me a lot of time jus to pick up tt courage to send it to u... n it reli took me the time to decide if i shud send to u not...

but i shud not feel regretful la... i said out wad i feel... i feel so much beta..
its jus tat, today... i din receive any encouragement wad i normally wud receive b4 the BIG exam...

sad ba...
hmmm... ... ...

tml is my eng oral le.. i reli hav to tink fast...

n i hav been studyin hard tis few days... hope i can do tis all e way to O's...

i hav learnt my lesson aft receivin the traumatic result on fri bout my chi result...

its incorrigible...

jia you people...

hope u did well today... ...

i will b back on 21st august.... gonna slp n study again le...
bye!

2006-08-10T12:59:00.000+08:00

AAahhhh..

i burnt my cookin pot....
mum called to ask me help her boil her soup in tt pot, i go boil, den i close my door n revise in my room...

den i forget bout tat fire!!! den half hour ltr, i smell burnt stuff.... i tot is the smell of e cookie tat i m eatin... den jiu kip doin my hw n clean forgot bout e fire!!!

den my aunt n uncle return home le... they screamed.... lol! cos my whole hse was covered wif smoke... i open my door n was amazed by the smoke lo.. tot wad happen... hahaz!!!

i was alone at home den... if it weren't my uncle n aunt, i would b choke to death or burnt to death at home alone le....
lucky the pot was not on fire.... lol!!!

when i went to kitchen... i was scared... lol.. den the burnt smell was super heavy.. den open the lid, saw black corn, black carrot, black meat n black kantang... everythin was black... the pot too...

i die le... gonna get scoldin from mummy le... make her pot black n soup gone!!!

yest. i went out wif erzi.. bought his stuffs.... n he is reli crazy over his nike new bag.. hahaz... he is reli lik a kid when he wanted to buy his stuff.... lol!

den we chat bout sum stuff.... get to noe sum things... er zi! jia you... 502 stars r gd... but be careful of ur finger.... hahaz...

tml is my death day! my chi O's result is cumin out! i got bad dream bout it lo! i dreamt i m the onli person in my sch got C5 lo... haiz... i cried lei... reli v scary.. i m so stressed!!! argh...

bye peeps! i got to study le! c ya! jia you!!! bye!!!

2006-08-07T23:52:00.000+08:00

i dyin soon...

friday is the death day of mine!!!

Chi O's results r comin out soon... n most probabily, high possibilty tt my result gonna b out tis comin friday....

tis is so torturous... y dun they jus release the result earlier? since they already mark it?!?!

wa liew.... they r makin me super nervous n stressed out...
i.............. had been in bad mood the whole day today....
sorry to all my frenz... i cant reli smile today..... cos i m dam worried bout my result.....

its my onli hope for A1... if i din get it... i will reli go crazy...

i reli reli pray hard i will jus get my A1...

i noe its useless to worry now since the scripts hav already been marked, wad done is already done cannot be undone.... but its me....

i reli dun wan to disappoint anybody... includin myself... i tried hard tis time...
i cant afford to get any worse result than A1...

haiz...

thanks to all my buddies...
ur noe y i m feelin tis way rite?
thanks.....
i already tried not to tink... but... i m simply worryin....

dun worry bout me k?
i will b alrite...
thanks... i felt lots beta aft tokin things out wif ur... kfc was nice...

yuann.... take care of ur leg la... stop jumpin ard n injure it again k?

take care n gd luck to all my frenz out there....

hope ur can get e result ur always wanted for... gd luck n all e best!

2006-08-06T01:52:00.000+08:00

watch ITALY'S fireworks yest. nite.. which is sat....

not too bad la.. but not v special lei..

din reli enjoy it enuf... was not tt special or nice to me...

cos my mood was dampen?

i almost cried i saw ur words bein vandalised... i cud not take any picture of it... i was shocked..
dumbfounded... gaspin for air when e words tt r important to me was near to gone!!!

sum idiots jus sux la... they din noe how much the words meant to me... nvm... ... ..
let bygones b bygones...

highlight of today:
we hitched a lorry! lol! first time in my life! hahaz!!! its so funny la... we went to red hse n c c.. cos dear nv c b4, bring her there lo.. den v tired le ma.. lazy to walk back to bus-stop.. den wan flag taxi, but tat place so ulu.. so no choice....

wanted to walk off liao, i saw tt blue lorry goin to start engine le, den i suggested sum1 go ask whether can take shun feng che not... den tat uncle so nice!!! agreed to let us take lei!!!

wa sei.... m so grateful! saved lots energy... hahaz! took foto on the memorable trip on tt lorry...
thanks uncle!!!

Next... ...

went marina square food court to hav dinner... shared wif dear..... cos not tt hungry... den rush out at 8.50 to squeeze place to wait for the firework to start.... one tall uncle stood rite in front of me... den blocked my view... haiz... sian.... got video the firework.. but super not clear lo... sian..

thanks benedict for helpin me to video... (cos he is tall enough to help me video)
big thanks!!!

while indulgin myself in the firework..... i felt low... n lonely.... lik the world jus has me....
its reli weird.. n tis is the first time i saw the scene of myself bein alone watchin the firework...

it feels empty.....

but the cryin of baby woke me up... n i jus feel alone even though all my frenz r wif me...

but that firework is nth special... quite normal... n the view was all not clear... difficult to reli enjoy or indulge myself wif the joy of watchin firework jus lik e past la...

meanin different, pattern different, environment n situation different...

haiz... so late le haven slp... feelin v tired but sad too.... i dun wanto be sad.. argh...

jus ate durian n longan.... throat feelin bit weird le... tonsil lik swollen le...
DIE!!! i jus recovered from my illness... will i lose voice again? i dun wanto b sick!!! =p

i cant eat oily, heaty or spicy stuff... but these 3 things i ate le... no turn back le....
i nid to drink lots water n prevent sickness le...
sian..
haiz...

tokyo drift ok onli...

today din study much! die! almost nv revise dao....

but today was the onli day i relax so far aft studyin so much n doin so much work... i nida relieve stress...

so i onli excused myself from work today...
gotta work hard again startin from tml le....

jia you people!!! study hard!

er zi... get well soon!

p.s France firework shud b the best.. cos they r e onli team tt sg invited the 2nd time.. heard its encore de... but different pattern of the firework le lo....

promise broken...

2006-08-05T02:06:00.000+08:00

so long nv online le... i mean for days onli la.... but i hav been busyin wif my maths...

yet no improvement...

how?

everybody is in a bad mood now.... dunno y?

but i m alright lei... even the worst thing of gettin scolded by teacher, i also dun mind lei... normally i will get irritated n angry, but today...........

so weird.... nth jus seem to get my temper....

tats a gd sign...

wad more.... a smile from all ur frenz reli cheer people up.... dunno y...
mayb its their warmth?

their laughters sound so chirpy n their smiles r all so charmin....
m i havin sum prob tat made me so fan chang today?

hmmm.. something muz be wrong...

wad is tat???

teachers r in bad mood, frenz r havin low mood...
people r gettin sick...
n me?

even though got cough again now, i m still happy?
wad has gone into me?
weirdo..

tml's plan....
piano in the mornin, revision at park, movie of tokyo drift n firework display at marina bay...

firework....
firework....
firework....

firework can reli make me 'high' n happy... dunno y...
cos of u? hmmm... they r memories now...

anybody wanto join me for the ITALY firework tml can jus sms or call me...
firework works as a candy to me...
makin me feel SWEET ^_^

jia you ba... prelims in jus 2 wks... i haven done anythin except maths...
die le! work hard people!

dun fall sick n take lots of care!

to my frenz:
let time heal ur wounds... even though it will take u yrs.. cheer up n tink of the positive side =)

u r so happy today...i can c tat...ur laughters, ur smiles... tats the kiddish side of u... its cute...

2006-07-31T22:19:00.000+08:00

to those who think tat "I love u" is jus a simple sentence to ur...

dun say out "i love u" so lightly, treatin it lik its nothin...

xian dai de nian qing ren..... haiz.....
do they reli noe wad love means?

today de skit show let me realise tt not many pp noe wad love means...
they said it so easily, so lightly...

it shud not be in tt way...

2006-07-31T22:12:00.000+08:00

sumtimes.....

i m too neglective of the people around me....

sorry gals...

subconsciously, i did not noe i hurt all of ur de feelin... i din noe wad i did was wrong...

all of ur r always there for me, encouragin me... yet i... ... ...
now i've noe...

we shud jus all cherish wad we have n never take them for granted....
i m too unobservant...
i will change...

thx for tellin me tat, or i wud not hav noe all these.....

i love all my friends! thanks for being there for me always... <3

2006-07-30T01:55:00.000+08:00

wow!!! NDP tis yr is nice!!!

thx rachel! she ask me pei her watch... den i actually wanted to study de...
but its the last yr tt our NDP gonna celebrate in tis old historical outdoor stadium le.... so i went n sacrifice my study time!!!
i gonna recover back my time to study double le...

haiz... study needs lots energy!

the firework is super nice lo! i mean every yr is the same... but last yr was the best...
cos........ ......... .........
tis yr... its nice... but its jus a super different feelin le... i got video it tis time round... n took foto of it... got lots of foto taken today....

the programme is much beta than previous few... nice la... i today quite high... went there shout too... goin there was a sudden decision... cos v last minute one... rachel ask me onli in tis mornin.. so everything is v rush lo....

i took 88 to pasir ris to change to green line mrt... on the bus.... i felt v empty... sad n lonely....
a couple jus sat rite behind me...

passin by the route, the bus stop, the way to pasir ris park.... .... ....
memories jus flow into my mind...

mood jus swang from 'highness' to sadness...

den took mrt to kallang lo.... so crowded! super crowded la!!! so many people wearin red.... i m the onli one wearin other color... lucky rachel also wear non-red... she wore black while i wore brown.... hahaz.... on the way to stadium, we saw sum people wearin non-red too!!! luckily i m not the onli one wearin non-red....

upon waitin the firework, n lookin at the fireworks.... my sadness flow back into me again... i shud by happy whenever i c firework... not tis time round... i still rmb ur words...i reli wished it cud came true... its a promise, is'nt it? haiz... .. .

den after the parade, we waited for the crowd to move off first lo... den took quite a lot of foto wif the performers in the end.... hahaz.... so malu... den rachel kip pushin me to take foto... thx rachel for bein my maid n photographer today.... hehez!!!

i was sweatin all over lik dunno wad lo... rachel too.... den we started speakin english to get our self use to english cos english oral cumin!!! argh.. kinda stressed!!

tml english tuition! i still got tons of hw not done yet!!! omg!!! help!!!

conclusion is....

BIG THANKS to rachel for askin me to go to the NDP preview...
i reli lik the parade n the fireworks...
Mayb all wishes come true!
Promise tat r broken reli hurts people...

*p.s i spend most of my time takin foto... din watch the parade lah~

2006-07-27T22:13:00.000+08:00

*cough cough*

i m still sick.... hahaz! yesterday was a fun day! everybody in my class was laughin at me...
BECAUSE MY DEAR SON, LOO WEN BIN kip teasin me.... made me shouted on tues... den wed i jiu no voice le.... i totally lost my voice in the mornin!
den i recovered slowly in the afternoon.... throat so pain la.... tat stupid tonsil haven subside yet! still so swollen!

today cham le.... i forgot to eat my antibiotic... tink tml gettin more swollen ba... haiz... med time already over le, dunno now can eat not? hahaz

so long no online le lo... lag so many days... cos i was rushin all my maths homework.... our cls is flooded wif amaths n emaths hw la!!! so many till i got no time to revise other subs!

argh.... help!!!

den now everyday hav to stay back aft sch till 8pm for nite study.... cos my results r bad in the mid-yr... super duper bad... thus hav to stay back to study la... haiz.. i m so tired... tis few days sick, den kip studyin till late nite... summo whole day onli maths... no time to touch other subs la!

er zi.. most prob not goin on sat wif ur le.. i nid sum time to start study other subs le... summo... still sick eh? cant eat anythin when i go out... will v sian one..... hehez..

tml runnin for road run lei! i m a competitor.... can i still run under tis condition? eh... i will c tml!

wen bin... i m not writin anymore white words le!!! hmph... u!!!!!!!!!! argh..... tease me summo la! i kick ur bum-bum den noe!

and thanks mrs teo! thanks for teachin all the organic chem!!! i now understand them le... shes a v nice teacher... i lik her v much... hehez... wad we dun understand she will teach us till we noe them clearly de lo.... thanks so much!

funny joke today!
our clever Jasmine Foo hor..... claimed tat dogs hav feathers... and tats the reason y dog can swim n float in water lei!
wa sei... dear n me laughed til my stomach hurts.... hai me no voice again... lol!

tml mornin gotta practise oral! c ya! i goin to slp le! more updates next time! take care!!!

LAST OF ALL...
i would lik to say tat i reli treasure ALL MY FRIENDS...
tis includes whoever i noe!

Felicia
Jamie
Janet
Jacinta
Xuyuan
Jia Zhi
Lisi
Rachel
Kelly
Jasmine
Zhi Qing
Marilyn
Huimin
Dylis
Helen
Esther
Zoe
Wen Bin
U

And all the guys i noe!
sorry if i missed out ur names.... sorry...

n i love u all!!! stay as fren forever k?
i dun wanna lose any of ur!

2006-07-23T22:04:00.000+08:00

went to c doc tis mornin....

haiz.... stupid flu n fever.... den tt stupid tonsil swollen till so big dunno for wad....
doc now ask me muz go operate le... haiz....
tat time i cancelled the operation, now muz operate?!?!?! sianz....
it swollen till cover half my throat lo... difficulty in breathin la... ate med le... beta a bit....

but i tink its the xin yao tat made me beta, not much of the med....
thx! i will reli work hard de...
no pain, no gain...
u smsed me... i m reli v happy... i din expect any msg from u... but now.... i will work dam hard jus bcos of u... but i nid to recover 1st... thx! i love you~
thanks for those who had been concern bout me... i dunno to go sch tml not... i slept e whole day today... cos i m sick... den nv do hw lei... how?

prelim is now less than 1 month away... i hav not revised much...
i muz reli reli improve le... to proved some pp wrong... tt i can do it de....

should i go operate? i m scared... i don't wan...
O's so near le... if i go, i had to mc from sch at least 7days lei! haiz..

shud i....
shud i not....
shud i...
shud i not...
shud i..
shud i not..
shud i.
shud i not.
love u lots!

2006-07-22T22:46:00.000+08:00

jus come here to say a few words den a go slp le...

my dear friends, pls dun let urself down k? no matter wad happen, try to kip ur spirits up....
or else u will find urself kip havin low resistance to illnesses....
Da Chang Jin's words r true... muz kip urself happy, onli tt, u will hav a better ti kang li against illnesses... i can act as an evidence of wad she said...

i m dam sick now... slept the whole day aft i finish the CIP... i noe how to make a flower, dog n sword balloon le... tml no tuition for me le... cos too sick le....

sorry if ur tis few days c my face black... i m reli not in a gd mood...
jus miserable bout some stuff k? not bout u...
thx marilyn, zhi qing n dear... i m alright... hope the sickness will jus recover.... thx for ur concern...

k... i go le... nitez...gotta rest le... take care!

*pls tink of e positive side pp.... dun b lik me... i dun wan pp to get sick so easily... ur dampen mood reli affect health noe? =)

2006-07-22T00:30:00.000+08:00

haiz.... i m runnin a big flu now... jus now tuition kip sneezing.... den aft sneezin for bout 5-6 times...flu come le.... den now nose runnin heavily... argh... so xing ku.... haiz...

tml goin to do CIP with the whole class at hougang mall there....if u free, come n support us k? donate money to me! hehez... den after tat, we r goin to take neoprints n hav lunch together!!! yea! mayb eatin sakae or ajisen.. hahaz! japanese food... lol! hope not to get fat...

aaahhhh... stupid fluid kip flowin out of my nose.... eeekkk..........

so difficult to breathe lei! aiyo... cham ah.... tml more xing ku le ba.... tsk tsk...

today tuition quite tirin, mayb cos i sick le ba...den come one new gal... she sat beside me!!! she's v frenly la.... quite nice.... but she took my dear's seat lei! aiyo.... ke lian de janet hav to sit one side alone... haiz....
i had super low concentration today... aft class still stay back to ask qns....
THANKS ER ZI.... for teachin me... lol... but u reli speak too fast le la... v difficult to catch ur words lei.. slow down k?

den took bus home... so late le... den i also dunno y i feel tis way... haiz...

today has not been a gd day for me la... bad mood whole day... i jus had some bad day ytd... haiz.. dun wanna say le... i dun wan dampen my mood again le...

yest is reli a terrible day... went joggin wif rachel... will die lo! weather so hot... in e end i walked almost half the route... wa lao... the heat radiated from e sun will kill me la.. kip givin me dizzy spells... cant c e road.. cant run... cant breathe.. the carbon monoxide from the car will kill humans lo! esp when pp is joggin n gaspin for air... next wk fri i runnin lei.. 3.5km lo...
wish me gd luck!!! hehez...

but i reli hope the weather next friday wun b so hot n humid n so bad.... or else i jiu reli cant run le... my last yr lei!

ok.... so late le... i ate med le.... flu tablets r drowsy!!! i go slp le....
u people rest well too k?
dun study so hard till din rest well enough n end up sickin lik me....
lol! TAKE LOTS OF CARE!!!

jia you... bye! nitez!

ER ZI! TODAY NO WHITE WORDS! HAHAZ!!! dun let u c le...

btw, i wun come online so often le... so wun post daily le... cos i nid time to study.....
so......... c ya!

2006-07-19T23:05:00.000+08:00

did hw... din revise! argh....

spent 1 hr packin my geo file.. irritatin lo... tml sch wanna check.... argh!

but nvm.... i m happy today... no occasion... but jus feel cheerful... hehez... mayb today weather gd? so coolin today... i love the weather today.... so nice!!! fresh air too... but forecast say today air pollution v heavy lei... dunno y...

indonesia havin tsunami! omg... i wished there is not much sad thing happenin there... i pray hard for them...

i m selected for road run lei! hahaz... gonna run! lol! rachel asked me out to jog tml.. hahaz... tml no eng remedial too.... so i can go off early to jog wif rachel.. long time no exercise le... hahaz..

now shoulder ache lei... haiz.. i rushed to keep the blanket outside when it is rainin... wa sei! so heavy!!! den ying ying lai... cant carry also force myself to carry in the blanket... scared it wet... den strained my muscle... now mummy help me massage... hahaz... THANK YOU!!! i love u!!!

ok! i tml goin early to sch for oral practice! c ya! nitez..

bye.. i m so tired...
*yawns*

2006-07-18T21:38:00.000+08:00

Hey....

r ur sick of me sayin "Hey" already?
i kinda of v old fashion lei... everytime onli noe how to Hey onli... no more other startin le... lol!

gonna create a new way to greetin everybody le....

hehez.... a more funny thing today... my ER ZI ear swollen lo... swollen n became so red le still dunno!!! hahaz... kuku lo... lol.. reli big lei... looks lik bitten.... hahaz!!!
take care er zi! ur ear.. hahaz... dun b afraid tt it will get bigger! hahaz!

saw er zi SJAB.... footdrill off le... not lik last time tt strong le... jia you er zi! dun get so work up k? hao hao teach them... dun get so angry... hahaz... or else ear swollen again! lol! jia you!

haiz.... ytd slp so late... den i cant concentrate in cls today lo! argh..... my eyes closin all the time.... tsk tsk......... reli turnin bad le la!!!!
sob~ i dun wan!!!
save me! kip me awake!!! i haven do any hw.... i dyin le.. cos gonna get killed by teachers!

den so stupid lo! our cls kena call by principal to check geo file! tt geo teacher purposely de lo! hmph~

nvm... i dun care... ws all i nv do lo... lol.... wanna scold jiu scold lo... argh....

i dreamt of u yest.... i dreamt tt we patched up... in a way tt is so real... i tot its true... i m so happy! but my dream was dashed!

happy... yet unreal...

i woke up n found tt it is onli a dream... i had to face up the reality....

but today is so qiao.... everythin is jus so qiao.... in my dream, in the mornin.....

tomorrow would b a better day!

jia you everybody!
c ya!
take care! bye...

*xuyuan.... my fav. color up there... near to my fav.

2006-07-17T22:08:00.000+08:00

Hey!!!

first of all... HAPPY BIRTHDAY NELSON!!!
lol... celebrate his birthday... lol... wif xy, ah zhi, zhiyuan n cynthia....
haha! nice cake...

MY TONSIL SWOLLEN AGAIN!!!
argh.... its painful... hope it faster recover...

today... happen sum funi things...
1st of all... ZORO, ah zhi's dog fell into the drain!!! omg! its quite stupid... even jia zhi also say the dog is stupid.. zoro is chasing aft his owner.... den the dog nv c the drain lo... den all of us laugh lik dunno wad... den zoro look so pathetic.... lik lookin at me for help lo... lol!

secondly, i followed jia zhi to her home to wash my dirty chocolate filled hand... den sumbody open the door, i jiu quickly called "auntie".... its so malu... he is jia zhi daddy! den i call him auntie... omg! den he exclaimed " aiyo... ur fren cant differentiate the gender of a male or female! i become aunty!"
OH MY GOSH~ i m so embarrassed.... so sorry bout tt uncle... cos i too rush le.. den c wrongly.. hehez.. x)

listenin compre today sux.... so far, i check wif my fren liao... i got 2 wrong answer le! argh! die le la!!! no more full marks for me!!!

today eatin honey stars..... so nice... summo today 17th, plus my cereal, honey star.... hahaz....
today is a nice day la.. onli towards the end.... my day den become beta.... thx to my frenz!

thanks! for pei-ing me... comfortin me, listenin to my lao dao...
n i reli muz thank u..... u hav been wishin me gd luck.... givin me confidence... thx...
i love you....

den tis mornin got reli v v v fan lo... so vex n fed-up wif sum1.... hope he jus will leave me alone le... hope he jus forget everythin lo... argh...

today O's timetable out le... i 20th Nov den end lo.... others 17th jiu end le.. haiz.. i still nid revise n stress for 3 more days to take tt science MCQ paper.... aaahhhh~
timetable reli not tt gd...

haiz.. i got my momentum off le... haiz... my momentum of gettin revision is gettin off le....
i hao bu rong yi got myself to study le... engine start le.. den tt person broke my momentum off le!!! haiz.... its so difficult to start, so easy to end... omg... i got to start to study le la!!!!

aaAAhhhHHHHh~~~

c ya people!
bye...
i go study le...

2006-07-16T16:20:00.000+08:00

hey! i m so early today... lol!

jus finish my eng tuition! ytd finally things r settled... i m not tt fan le... hahaz!!!

durin tuition, my tutor saw ur foto... he say u r fit, look v hardworking type.. will get gd result...

lol! so u muz jia you n study hard k? hahaz!!! i noe u can do it~

tutor say i got improvement... n nw i eatin a tub of haagen-dazs cookie&cream ice cream to reward myself!!! hahaz...

i m gettin fat!!! hehez.... ice cream so shiok! hehez.. all MINE!!!
no nid share... hahaz..

slack lots today.... gonna start my engine again!!! cant slack! muz study~
aaahhhhhh..... muz jia you!

later goin to have dinner wif family again! japanese food tis time! hehez...
slack time again.. :bleah =p

thx for tellin my mum... u saved me from goin england to study...
i miss u... but i will still study n dun tink bout wad would happen to us de... no worries!

2006-07-16T00:09:00.000+08:00

haiz.... y?

pls dun torture urself can? y r u still stuck in the same place? no matter how i quan u, u still dun understand...

i reli dunno how to help u le la.....
n i reli dun wanto help tt much le..
i did my best n wadeva i cud do to help u, but u jus dun wanto listen to me...
i dun wanto get myself to get involve tat much le...

i reli wanna put my time into revision.... not helpin u to settle thing tt i cant reli help...

i m too tired for ur thing...

take care.. bye!

today the church thing is nice.... i lik it....
ESTHER!!! nice job! u looked reli cute on stage... gd job! i reli lik ur performance...

FEL... gd job being a "fan" too.... lol...
though u nv join us....

sorry dear n fel for not being ur..... i regretted for not bein able to pei ur.... pang seh ur.... i next time wun le... haiz...

2006-07-15T00:27:00.000+08:00

today went for tuition... hahaz...
lucky not tt tired....

liew... i told mdm lee my result trigo....
den she v happy... c her so happy, i also happy....
but e prob is she told e whole cls! my face felt so hot lo... paiseh lei! :p

today went for road run 3.5km route.... kinda tourin round hougang le lo.. lol!
but i got the feel to run... i also dunno y....
but i feel lik runnin tis yr...
mayb its cos ytd i went for gym, today more energised?

but my muscle now all v sore... pain!!! muz do stretchin le...

tml goin out wif dear to watch esther, fel they all perform for edge at expo!
i gonna take sum foto n post it here....
hehez...

so i tml gotta wake up early to revise le....
muz reli study le!!
everybody jia you k?

AAahhhHHHHH~

monday, 17th july 2006
got O's chi listenin compre!
wish me luck!!!

To those people takin listenin compre: JIA YOU!!! gd luck n clean ur ears to listen carefully k?

take care! bye!

by the way... li sheng jie's Chong2 Lai2 and Hen2 Xiang3 Shuo1

super meaningful! listen to the lyrics carefully!
the lyrics convey wad i feel.. exactly wad i wanted to say... very VERY meaningful to me...

2006-07-13T22:30:00.000+08:00

hey....

takin a break from my loads of work...

went to gym today wif xyz, jia zhi n rachel.... but rachel was tired, so she stayed in the hougang canteen to do homework.... i long time no exercise or go gym le lo....

jog on tat machine... increase the speed till 8.0
hahaz... ran for bout 15++min
den e gym blast off music de lo... so weird....
but mayb is i mountain tortoise.... first time go gym noh...
den v nice lo.... kip runnin, tinkin bout sum stuffs....

exercise reli clear my tots....i m so relieved n relax now.... energised too....
so i can concentrate n study more!!!

thx xyz, jia zhi n rachel for pei-in me go hougang there to top up my ez-link.... n thx for askin me go gym wif ur..... i m reli happy now... i love exercisin.. takin a break from all the stress n trainin myself..... killin 100+ calories.... burnin fats! hahaz!

xy! stop sayin u r fat k? u r not! u r bony! reli!!

jia zhi! cheer up n smile k? next time headache jiu dun do exercise le.. relax..

rachel! jia you for homework... dun get so stress up..

u... pls dun look so shocked when u saw me k? ur jaw dropped! hahaz...

haiz... heard some news tat L1R5 more than 20 de student, muz stay back till 8pm for self study..

die!!! i confirm zhong liao! i dun wan! i will reli study le lo.... so i dun wan stay in sch study!!!

argh.. off to study le.. bye!

2006-07-11T22:37:00.000+08:00

yesterday was busyin wif homework.... n a bit revision...

den today also... so it gonna b onli a short post.... hahaz..

i m v tired lo...

yest our class made mrs song so angry..... we r so sorry, mrs song.... u first time so angry n disappointed in us... sorry... we wun do it again le... smile k? =)

i m reli startin my engine le... warmin up now.... aimin for btw 12-15 for my L1R5....
argh... mid yr i got 32 lo... will die lo... even ITE also wun accept me... so i muz study hard le!!!
c u so hardworkin, i also muz pia... hehez....
nw my motto is "study hard! hard work will be paid off!"
so i no matter wad, no tv unless eatin dinner.. whole day muz study le....

haiz.. so shuay!!! prelim starts on AUGUST 21TH LEI!!!!! hmph~
hao start bu start, start on tt day for wad?
but nvm, can even motivate me more to study!
prelim gonna start in bout 1 month!!! yet.... i din study dao any humanities lei!!!

i m gettin stress.... i reli hav to aim at my target!!!
today din do much ma... but doze off during history lesson...

yest took class foto.... today take again... cos yest mr pah din take... took quite some time...

i not gonna tink so much le.....
NOTHING but onli studyin.... hehez....

people takin O's tis yr.... jia you k?!?!
gambate~

2006-07-09T23:28:00.000+08:00

argh!!! my hand nw super pain.... the stupid scar is turnin red n yellow.... swollen....

scar scar n scar........ omg! on my hand... hate it....

haha!!! finally tok things out.... doubts cleared.... bad thoughts cleared.... sort out my thoughts le... hehez... dark clouds past me le.... hehez...

i cannot tink so much le.... i muz study, study n study jus lik u....
study hard! hard work will be paid off!

for these words... i will study hard....

u must jia you too k?

tonite watchin soccer final!!! at 2am lo.... its crazy.... tml still got school!
nvm... later i will study first b4 watchin soccer... den slp, den go school!

i gonna study!!!
ahhhh~

ok! go off le... cya! bye...

2006-07-08T21:21:00.000+08:00

pain..... but today is the first time so pain...

cramp! i hate cramp! argh....

cried lik dunno wad lo..... so pain tt i cant do my work.... can onli lie on bed n cry....
thx for those hu cared bout me.......
u? u dun care bout whether i die already not...

now still pain... i feel sick... reli sick... v v v v v v pain lo...

while struggling wif the cramp... becos i peel off my plaster le... my hand hurt lik siao..... i struggled n forgot my injury... den my skin came off... nw can c the white flesh.... awww~
pain!!! cramp pain... hand pain.. heart also pain..

haiz.....
u dun concern bout me...

but luckily i manage to finish my tuition work...
mayb watchin soccer tonite.....

r u watchin too?

2006-07-08T00:31:00.000+08:00

i m so tired....

wad exactly happen to me?

i reli wanto noe....
i hate myself tis way....
i m struggling....
i dun tis to happen...
a moment of hapiness....
a moment of sickness....
a moment of lethargic...
a moment of coldness....

i cried... i cried real hard...
jus for today....
its been for a month tt i hav not touch "it"
a month tt i hav not felt tis way today...
my emotion is such a mixture tt it is bobbin up n down e whole day today....

my bad temper returned....

i jus wanto shut myself from everybody today....

i lost my appetite for food...
i din reli eat my dinner...

hav anybody knew tt i m not the "always cheerful" karen?
does anybody knew how exactly i feel everyday?
did anybody truly noe me? understand me?
nobody noe hu n wad is the real karen....

nobody noe how lonely i felt....
nobody knew i quiet i m actually....
i m not tt crazy as all of ur noe...

sumtimes... all these actions show sum signal.... nobody catch these.... i m hidin the true me....
i dun wanto pull a long face all day.... i dun wan pp askin me hw i m..... consolin.... or cumin to me...

i m nw so broken down.....
mayb its jus for today....
maybe................

i cant control hw i feel nw....
my heart aches....

i gonna hav a scar on my hand, confirmed already....
cos i accidentally slipped my hand off the table durin tutiion today....
then the skin was rubbed off.... it hurts alot....
mdm lee has helped me put the cream n plaster.... hope it recover soon...

i m havin injuries all over... physical n emotional.....
i wished they vanish from me.....
a concussion cud help.... cleanin my brain off from all e hurts....

u nv asked me n cared bout me bout my hand... i meant nth to u? u saw me today... u knew i accidentally hurt my wound... yet u react lik nth happen... ... i m jus so stupid...

i m ok, people...
jus ranting...
dun worry bout me...
jus let me be tis way today...
take care...
bye...

2006-07-06T21:26:00.000+08:00

i m so tired now....
wanna slp soon le...

i tml still hav a maths test... on log, surds, exponential lo.....
nid to go revise le...

nth much today....
but tml nid to take class foto!
pls rmb to bring cls tee k?

i failed my very first a maths test tis term...
function test...
which i can pass de.... i failed.... y?

haiz.. kinda sad la.....
nid more n more practice!!!

i got to jia you le...
goin off!
bye n take care!

today's "ming yan" :

Please cherish wad others did for u...
Dun take them for granted... Appreciate for wad they did...

2006-07-05T22:44:00.000+08:00

hahaz.... blog blog blog.....

bloggin is nice... i feel la... cos no matter u r happy or sad... u can write it down here....

first thing.... my hand nw v pain... u noe y?

cos my precious dear lo..... she do chem practical tt time.... too gan jiong to find her splint.... her gas is running off..... so she find find find tt time, forgot tt she is holdin on to a SCALDIN HOT test tube which she is still heatin it.... den she move her hand towards me while i was tellin kelly wad to do.... the SUPER HOT test tube jus STICK MY SKIN OFF.... omg! its so dam hot n pain tt i screamed! den whole cls stunned diao... tot i faint le.. lol.... the cls became so quiet....

dear ah.... tis is e 2nd time le.... lol... but nvm, next time be careful k? i reli ok le... dun feel guilty....

but hahaz... its now black in color... a rather long scar for me.... cos i dun wan a scar!!!!!

die le la.... hope i reli dun hav a scar on my hand... its v obvious de ti fang lo..... v pain still.... hahaz... but i muz reli thx a person... a teacher... the one tt i mention v fierce de... rmb? she actually handle situation v well.... she's the first to chiong to take med for me... she is caring actually.... gd teacher... i start to lik her liao... hahaz.. but pls stop bein so fierce can le....

after sch went to collect foto.... jia zhi u saw tt aunty liao rite? hahaz.. foto all turn out to be nice lo! i m happy wif wad i printed! say wad cannot print?!?!??! i box u~

jus kiddin.... i m super guai de... will forgiv tt aunty de....

lets tok bout sth tt made my day sparkle!!!
hehez...

i received sms tt i seldom will receive de.... IS so happy lo.... i m super happy lo.... hahaz...

ER ZI... stop sayin i crazy ok?
jus let me b happy la.....

i jus finish my piano.... was feelin rather tired n lifeless liao.... den there, it came my surprise when i got nth to do but kip explorin my hp... i used tt hp for 2 yrs liao lo.... still explorin it cos i simply too sian while waitin for bus hm...

i m surprised... shocked.... n happy!!!
thx for makin my day so bright!

i reli wish u cud sms me often... take care.. jia you n study hard... hehez...
i dunno y tear formeds in my eyes when i saw the msg.... now i noe wad is tears of joy le... i m touched n too happy when i received ur sms...

a simple sms..... a simple me... i jus wan a simple life jus lik b4...

2006-07-04T22:45:00.000+08:00

haiz.... still tinkin of tt stupid oral... nvm... will try to get over wif it...

jus nw super angry wif tt aunty lo.... when me n xyz go to print our foto... shit her la.... made me so angry... today bad mood liao.... she still wan KPO.... i wan print wad foto i wan, she kip seeing n kip givin comment, say tis cant print, tt cant print... argh... xyz GOIN to lose her temper soon de.... but she more worry bout me lo... hahaz... i wanted to shout at her liao... wa liew....
din giv me any privacy at all lo...

wad i wan print is my business lo... kip askin me not to print... den still kip clickin on my screen, wan c my foto! wa liew....

nvm.... lucky xyz controlled me.... hahaz... den rushed hm.... reach hm already 8.30 pm liao.... hahaz... so late.... told mum everythin... she angry too... bout the foto AUNTY.... cos she is reli too unreasonable le... even xyz also tinks so...

k.... i gtg le... nitez!!! take care... hope i can cheer up.... c ya!

2006-07-04T16:55:00.000+08:00

haiz... how how how?!?!?!??!

nw i m at xuyuan hse... waitin her to finish her piano lesson, den we go print foto... her lesson starts at 5-6pm lo... haha... den i here bloggin... sianz.... cos i jus had my chi O's oral...

O LEVEL noe?!?!?!?

i die le... i cant get distinction le.... dies.................
feel so sad n feelin so low now.....
wad stupid topic is tis?
haiz.....
i m so low in confident nw....
i m so disappointed....

i dun wanto break my own promise... i wan distinction!!!!

ytd... i jus said i will work doubly hard.... to get e distinction...
cos i got ur "moral support" den i MUST get a distinction!!!

i m so sad now....
given topic: the facilities n services provided in the library now r so gd, y people nowaday dun wan go library?

den i din say the important points lo.... heard my clsmate they all say till so gd... tok so long... me lei? i onli speak bout 5min lo.... people say till 10++ min..... ME???????

awwwww~~~

i had no hope for gettin a A1 for my chi anymore! i gonna cry soon... ... i let everyone down....
sorry everybody.... for those hu hav expected me to do well, speak well.....
esp. my teachers n parents....

i m lettin them down.... i.........................

i hate myself for lettin myself speakin so badly durin the oral!!!!
examiner tot i "li ti" still wanto correct me lo... den guess wad i did... i told her " deng yi xia, wo hai mei shuo wan"
m i v bad to tok to her in tis way? bad attitude lo... haiz...

aft i finish wad i wanto say le, she den say " oh... i ming bai le."
she cut my sentence off.... distractin me... made my ideas all gone! disappeared.... den she say she understand le... she made me lose all my ideas lo.... argh....

nvm.... the most imp thing is tt she will allow me to get distinction can le...

PLEASE
.
.
.
.

let me get gd result can le...

but i noe i got not enuf point to get high score le.... tis is the worst oral i 've taken... mid-yr n O's is dam different lo... haiz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
examiner still ask me..."ni hai you shen me yao bu chong de ma?"
which means.... i not enuf point.... m i right? can any1 tell me izit correct? not enuf point she will den ask de right?
all my other fren, they were not asked lo... which means they got enuf point le lo.... i die le!!!

i will die lik shit le... ... ...
my distinction is GONE FOREVER!!!
sob.. .. ..

2006-07-03T22:34:00.000+08:00

HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahaz......... i m now super happy...... jus feel lik flyin off lik spiderman! hehez...

guess wad happen?

u wished me gd luck!!!! i will work doubly hard! thx... reli happy!!! hav been waitin for ur "moral support" n i finally got it!

hahaz.... today.....
went to revise my chi oral today... den went to watched movie wif er zi... watched superman..... i took the seat G-17.... hahaz.... 17!!!! wad a lovely no. hehez....i jus love 17....

den tis superman show remind me of spiderman2......

i tinkin of whether do i still hav e chance of watchin spiderman3 wif u...

superman returns not bad la... much more on love? lol..... he still wear the same.... fly in the same way wif e hand posture... hahaz....

den went hm le lo.... reach hm already 8pm... die... haven finish my chem paper.... hope i not get scolded by tt fierce teacher.... v VERY fierce de teacher... lol..

nvm... most important thing is.... i can fang xin de no nid bring hp to sch tml le.. cos all i hav been waitin de sms, i already received liao... hehez..... but i m still nervous..

but i will still try to be confident de.... cos i've got ur moral support!!! heez..... =)

ok! i gtg le... nid more rest... cos tml oral!!! wish me luck~ bye...

take care... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... .. .. .. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

2006-07-03T00:42:00.000+08:00

hahaz...

BACK AGAIN!!!!

jus wanna say.... red dragonfruit is not bad........ but it is so red tt when u bite, the juice looks lik blood.... imaginin u r eatin human flesh n drinkin its blood.... eeekkkk..... hahaz.... i open my mouth to "scare" my ma... she made tt disgustin face.... lol! it reli looks lik blood..... hehez...

taste nice la... u all can go try try.... but its ex.... mine bought from msia... so cheaper.... hahaz..

n one more thing.... my dad! lol! today me n him had a commotion over a bowl of strawberry ice in the food court.... lol! he bought the wrong stuff still argue wif me.... lol.... but we 3 v funny..... ma, pa n me... hahaz.... we had frenly n cute argue la.... we 3 kip laughin de lo..... no heaty arguement.... so cute! had fun wif it.... my gong-gong father is the most cute one lo... go buy wrong thing.... buy till not so nice de... buy wrong n buy nicer de nvm, still buy so ex n not nice de... hahaz... my mother laugh lik dunno wad lo... hahaz.... had fun wif family!!! i love them!

2006-07-02T23:46:00.000+08:00

hahaz.... doubt i will blog everyday le la.... lol...
everytime also got so much hw to do.... so busy....

hahaz... but it is also a gd sign... ... i m working!!!! LOL!

hope jia zhi is feelin beta.......

yesterday is saturday! i went to hougang mall mac to revise my A Maths.... i m real bad wif log, surds n exponential..... hahaz.... i m so so so lan wif it.... haiz.... n tt benedict is so impatient! scolded me... made me so angry tt i nearly cried.... so i decided not to look at him, den he apologised... den i cooled down... den he teach me nicely liao.... finally finish MATHS!!! was so happy.... but i spent 2 hr++ jus to finish bout 7-8 qns bout log tt topic.... hais.... i gotta improve!

den watched soccer wif dad... hahaz... ENGLANG LOST!!!!! haiz..... kinda sad noe? summo they played for so long le.... 120min liao lei! still 0-0... den penalty... i m so scared n nervous lei.... i also dunno y.... hahaz... but portugal is reli qiang also la... beckham injured... sian... cristiano ronaldo is cute.... but i m not into soccer la.... jus watch for fun onli.. lol..

slp at 2.30am...

woke at 12pm today.... haiz... wasted so much time slpin... wake up eat breakfast jiu do homework lo... emaths fys....hahaz...i finished paper2 (2002)......... happy!!! super happy! finish the paper in time too.... hahaz.... den 6pm got eng tuition.. hahaz... tutor said i improved! i did a gd job in my compo too... i m being praised! hahaz....... woot~

went compass point wif parent.... check out on broadband n hp.... jus checkin out.... den dinner-ed.. hahaz.. today no soccer.... sian.... off to see wo cai wo cai wo cai cai cai now..... take care n jia you people!

i m havin oral tis tues! rmb to giv me moral support k? esp from u...

memories are love.... i put them into memories first... i reli hope it wun stay as memories, but becomes a reality...

i miss you lots.... ...

2006-06-30T15:10:00.000+08:00

hey people... so sorry again...

AGAIN... was busyin wif hw... so nv post ytd...

PE was boring.... wif wad PICKLE BALL? i tink?!?!? not nice....
den today recess was interestin!

we had to take our trigo a maths test durin recess today ma..... den hor.... its lik so late le... test paper still haven arrive yet... den i stand up n was about to go out le, the paper came! den no choice lo... stayed to finish e test! its ok la... tink i can pass... hahaz.. happy! den bell rang le... my dear(janet) had already bought my noodle... n i haven go eat... how???

SHE DA BAO back... LOL!!!! its so funny la..... everybody went "woa!" when i open the bag of noodle... hahaz..... so many ppl tink is i went out buy n da bao de.... lol!!! so hungry.... den i passed up my paper le... jiu devoured my noodle lik a monster... hahaz.... so nice~

thx dear! *huggies* love ya..

lucky teacher din noe.... so i kept eatin durin physics lesson till i finish e whole thing lo... lol!

lesson over le..... den higher chi comin our cls to use for lesson... den i m packin my bag lik dunno wad la!!! in such a hurry till i gong-gong le.... anyhow thrash things into my bag... lol!!! but i forgot 2 bring books bag to revise!!!!!! argh... nvm....

den er zi hor!!!! which is wenbin la..... he dunno tok wad secret wif my dear... sat my dear table tooo... but in e end still change to sit my table... my table nice rite? hehez...

i m jus jokin.... my table is decorated simply n plain onli.... but to me.... its nice enuf le.... hahaz!!!

i m so happy u tok to me! hahaz.. my oral is on next tues, not today.... anyway... thx.. =)
in the end.... u still wun sit at my table de.... hmmm....

jia zhi........ relax k? i noe how u feel.... i hav been thru tis b4... do take care k? pls pls pls.... dun tink too much.... follow ur heart n belive in urself k? i worry to c u in such state noe? anythin muz tell me k? i will always be rite here for u! u can confide in me... lendin u my listenin ear k?

ok! blog till here.. got tuition later at 6pm! tired now.. takin a rest.... c ya!

2006-06-28T20:41:00.001+08:00

heyz.... sorry.... din came to blog ytd...

Yesterday... ...

nothin much... but jus too busy wif homework.... so neva come online.... no time to blog..... watched "bring it on" vcd... thx xu yuan for lendin me! muz return her tml liao... den rush to do my hw lo..... so busy wif a maths!!!

Today...

i had to rush off to hw again... one whole big pile is waitin for me to complete!!! argh..... went piano today.... hehez... din do theory, din practise piano.... *i m so bad!*

kinda happy today... cos got practical.... den do the nov 2004 experiment ma.. nid to test how many drops of 'solution Q' n 'solution S' is needed to make the solution P turn pink... den ur guess wad happen?!?!

i had perfect 17 drops of solution Q to let the 'P' turn pink! so happy to c the no.!!!!
THEN, i had 21 drops of solution S to let the 'P' turn pink!
SO QIAO!!!! tis 2 my numbers!!!! hahaz!!!

den finish sch liao jiu rush for A maths revision with jia zhi, xyz n lisi lo... jia zhi is my maths teacher lei!!! thx ah zhii!!!!! i noe how to handle function le!!! hope i can pass tml's A maths test....

BLESSED ME... ... ...

finally finish my SS hw too... hahaz! but its a rubbish n crappy work i did la... lol....
den rush off for piano... my teacher is so funny... stil playin maplestory all the time! she is so engross in it tt she will kip screamin de noe? hahaz.... i lik her v much!!! hehez...

i m sick! argh....... y m i always down wif flu n cough... but nw its onli a minor illness la... my mother so sick nw till she lyin on bed le....

MUMMY,TAKE CARE HOR!!! hope u recover soon...

i drink bout 3000ml / 3litre of water today noe? omg! i drank so much today tt i still feel thirsty now..i normally onli drink not more than 1.5litre de lo.. double lei.... my throat is burnin, n i feel so hot... lucky no fever la... and i jus nid water the whole day today!!!

so many people is sick nowadays... hope everyone stay healthy n recover from illness k?

jia zhii... smile n take care k? i m always here for u, to lend u my listenin ear, jus lik wad u always did... k? dun tink so much.... muz study hard k?

lisi.... u muz not sad too k? dun worry k? if u nid anny help, jus call me... i will ZOOM over to help u!!! smile more! u look v pretty wif smiles k? be e sunshine gal!

i wil be havin my CHI O LEVEL ORAL next tues, 4th july..... wish me luck!!! i m scared...
reli haop i can get A1 for my chi... pray hard for me!!! i wil jia you de!!!

bye... rush off for hw le... take care people!!!

2006-06-28T20:41:00.000+08:00

2006-06-26T19:55:00.000+08:00

25th june 06, sunday

woke up at 5am! so early! den father drive to amk to grandma hse lo.... take bus to msia..... wif the whole family.... around 29 pp lo......... the whole bus is we booked de.... lol! quite fun! but super tirin lo..... nth much la.... 6am set off, 11am den reach destination...hahaz...den rush to cut my hair... hahaz... cut so short.... kinda sad... hahaz.. but nvm.... i jus kip hopin my hair will grow long long can le.... hahaz.... kipin long hair nw.... hahaz... dun luff at me.... thx.. den "he xi jiu" lo...

den aft finish the lunch jiu faster return home le.... lucky no traffic jam, reach hm already 11pm..... so late lo... i m so tired.....

K!!! TODAY.... XU YUAN!!! tis post is jus for u k? hehez..

went to sch wif a stupid short fringe hair..... people lookin at me lik a freak... hahaz... nvm.. den had lesson wif a new timetable lo.... sian.... cos i was too tired, i doze off durin EMATHS lesson!!! oh tian! i shud not fall aslp!!! my maths so lan le.... cant fall aslp de!!! haiz.... but nvm... jus for today ba.... ONLY today...

tahan the whole day n nv slp le... so aft sch, i went to far east plaza wif xy, jia zhi n rachel..... had lots of fun n laughter... i m so happy!!! hahaz....reli happy to go out wif them.... hope got lots more chance... den ate KFC... was so full... den so much jokes lo..... lol... den in mrt played games.... so kiddish! but super fun!!! i love them!!! hehez... hor xyz?!?!

i m so tired today lo..... nw watchin superband.... next time i den update the fotos of me n my badminton grad bbq k? hehez....

take care pp! bye...

2006-06-25T23:37:00.000+08:00

heyz..... me back from msia!

had a hair cut........ n i look toot now........ so ppl! pls dun luff at me tml when u c my fringe dam short......... hehez.....

kk..... short post today... cos i very tired le.... been out e whole day.... tok more tml..... i gtg pack my bag le...... sch reopens tml...... haiz....

remember to print the new timetable at our sch web k?

haiz.... sian........ tml sch starts.... gotta rush work again..... when is our chi O's oral a? can anybody tell me? i hav not prepare for it yet noe? haiz..... dies.......

k.... i go slp le.... take care ppl! c ya tml! gd luck n smile..... jia you for goin back 2 sch! hahaz!!

2006-06-24T21:55:00.000+08:00

i m finally back..... tml will b goin off again!

haiz.... i m so tired.... yest was pissed off in the mornin cos of the sudden cancel of goin out when i m in the mid of preparin to go out le.... den nvm... beta le... den mit kelly at 2.30pm to take 27 to airport to mit jac they al.... den we went expo to fetch the juniors..... den jiu reach jac hse le..... juniors r so noisy..... den i m bit bored n tired..... din slept much on thurs ma.... planned not to stay overnite at jac hse de..... but in e end, rachel still tricked me into stayin overnite....

Rachel.. cheer up k? buy a new phone n new line k? anythin u nid, jus tell me hor.....

hahaz... the grad thing is so wad lo.... junior do their own thing, senior do their own thing.......... so seperated... not united at all.... haiz..... ms tan n ms ong came too..... the presentation the sec3 goin to show us, FAILED.... sian.... den each of us bring the cd home le..... THANKS JUNIORS FOR ALL THE EFFORT FOR OUR PREZZIE....

den so stupid.... tat jac la.... made me so paiseh.... she hide my present.... den everyone got their present except me.... den everybody pretend lo....... laugh at me still.... sob.... nvm... in e end still get it....

jiu play wif water.... splashin water at e junior, den we made so much noise tt one of the people hu live near the bbq pit pour a pail of smelly oily washing dish soap water down n warn us n kip us shuddup..... jac is e most shuay one.... hahaz.... cos she din to anythin, jus pass by the corridor, jiu kena splash le... lol....

time's up.... everybody went home, rachel lost her hp on the way back home.... she left it on e taxi... when i called her hp, the phone has been switched off le... haiz.... bet it has been taken by sum1 liao.... rachel dun sad k? smile =)

den me n fel go swimmin pool dip in the water.... dam funny, cos its already bout 12am le ma... no1 shud swim at tt time, den the security saw us, shouted at us, den we quickly ran into the toilet lo.... lol..... aft hidin, "coast cleared" we jiu went to jac she bath..... hahaz.... den had talks in her bedroom.... kinda small......... nvm.... cos it is nice..... den bout 2am, went out to eat cup noodle.... hahaz.... den tired le... jiu go slp at around 5am le lo....

the sun shine rite thru jac window.... so bright! den 9am tt ime, fel woke me up, go hm together....

reach hm was so tired..... slp from 11am till 5pm.... hahaz.... still not enuf.... nw tired again....... my homework haven finish yet..... die die le... nvm... haiz... i slacked lots tis few days... cham...

tml whole day not gonna b in singapore.... so i m not bloggin too.... hope u guys will miss me lots.... hahaz..... had to wake up early bout 5am tml, goin to msia wif big family to attend weddin......... haiz.... sian.. i dun feel lik goin..... i wanto stay in sg to finish my hw.... haiz....

june 24 '04-the last day of adventure camp.... i reli miz adventure camp.....
the place we knew each other.... miss you~ i miz the scene the most, where i climb the challengin pole, u disturb me... encouraged me...
i love you!

2006-06-23T11:32:00.000+08:00

sorry.... ytd din blog.... cos the whole nite i was up watchin soccer n onli slept at 7am tis mornin.... hahaz went to Mac eat big breakfast at 5am lo.... lol! the feelin is shiok la.. hahaz... cos i first time lik tis ma.... lol! nice! but v tirin....

goin later le... hav to find my sisters! den aft tt go for my badminton grad thing.... n i stayin overnite at jac hse too..... hahaz.. hope it is goin to b great fun! but i tink tis yr de grad thing will b a failure lo.... so disorganised.... we r the "shuay" batch..... every yr also so nice n FREE..... tis yr we hav to pay.... wad rubbish! sian.... i rather not go lo... still hav to pay for dunno wad reason.... nvm.... juz go for the sake of my last yr in synergy.....

dear is finally back! i bet she is super tired.... hahaz.... take care dear! c ya tonite.... hahaz...
*hope to get our prezzie too*

hahaz..... i m so greedy.... bad bad............. ........ ..........................

ytd frenz came to play playstation wif me... hahaz.... so fun! den i even went for trg tis mornin! onli got me n rachel.... hahaz.... i so long nv exercise le..... feel so great to hit the shuttlecock n feelin the shiokness in my racket!!!!!!! aaaaaAAhhhhhHHH.......... SO NICE! will go for trg ma..... cos i m gettin fats!!! muz kip fit!!!! train!!! lol.... lucky today no sore muscle... hahaz....

shocked.... i saw u ytd mornin... u went for trg too..... so qiao? hmmm....

ok! gtg le... c ya soon k? take care.... i 2 days nv touch hw le... feelin bit guilty.... hahaz.. bye!

2006-06-21T23:45:00.000+08:00

17th post...

17 is such a wonderful no.

hehez.....

ok.... went out to check out my teeth today.... finally now its not pain! redo the bu ya again...... omg! so dam painful lo..... tears in my eyes... hahaz.... Rachel muz be sittin in tt corner laughin at me lo... the whole process took 45min..... which is lik 2hr for me...... so painful can!!! hahaz.... one more funny thing..... the dentist tried n i felt no more pain, she is so excited to test my teeth again, she press the water sprayin thing n the water ran right into my eyes....

*ouch*

hahaz..... but finally i m not in pain le!!!! hahaz!!!

den me n rachel went to Bugis to collect sth.... b4 tt, we rush to guan yin temple pray pray.... hehez... felt relieved..... den walk a little while onli la.... hahaz.... bugis street changed lot too... den wanted to eat banana fritter de.... no more liao.... den ate pancake n honeydew juice.... hahaz.... took 80 home... we chatted n i felt so much beta tooo.....

RACHEL!!! cheer up too k? dun brood over tt family thing.. we r in e same boat.... let bygones be bygones n stay cheerful k? jus lik me! hehez.... smile n be happy ma.....

hahaz..... on bus, i kip disturbin n bullyin her... lol!!! so much fun!!! thanks rachel!!! u r such a great fren! accompanied me.... n LET ME BULLY... hehez.... thx rachel!!!

jia zhi..... guai guai ting hua k? faster go rest nw.... dun let ur gastric work up again.... it hurt me when i noe u gastric pain again! muz take lots of care noe? tsk tsk...... careful ma... shud hao hao zao gu zi ji lei! dun skip meals n eat regularly ma..... noe? haiz.... muz recover fast fast hor!!!

ok... tats bout today... 21st is soon gonna be over!!!

21st is such a memorable day........

2006-06-20T23:51:00.000+08:00

hahaz! 21st.......

its gonna be our 1 yr 10 mth today........ no more..... its not anymore...

hahaz..... ok.. returned to update my day today le......... hahaz..... alarm rang at 10am........weather is so nice....... so i forget bout the alarm n went back to slp........ shocked n feared tt i m late...... woke at 11am....... hahaz..... lucky still quite early........ hahaz...... so goody karen began to do her hw........ hahaz...... did my compre.....

nw i m left wif half a compre NOW.... hehez.... still left wif emaths fys...... all the paper 2....... paper completed..... ss i not plannin to do.... hahaz.... still hav compo! AAaaAaHHHhhhh~~~ den physics tys i din bring home..... so i not goin to do tt!!! hahaz....

wonder the dentist tml got open not? xinmin pri de......... cos my teeth v pain! worse than b4 i go to her to bu ya....... pain!!! hope it open, den i tml jiu go find her..........

ok..... aft eatin my breakfast, i jiu go tuition le lo..... i 1.30pm jiu reach liao........ i tot inside will b little pp....... hu noes?!?! inside almost everybody reach le..... lol! den nvm.... tuition till 6pm lo... hahaz! jiu stay back a while to ask qns wif mdm lee.......... den jiu return hm le....... fel din cum today........ she ytd went trg, so today whole body sore sore, cant cum tuition......... left me alone..... i m so ke lian......... go home also alone........ sicked lo..... bus still break down!!! swuay~

reach hm le jiu finish my whole storybk, do compre........ den tok on fone wif fel n jac.......... den sms my dear, hu is in UK now..........

DEAR AH!!!! WE MISS U V MUCH NOE? MUZ TAKE CARE HOR........ WISH U RETURN FAST FAST N JOIN US!!!

den i jiu cum online le lo......... blog blog blog..........i m sick today....... cough n cough.... tuition tt time i kip drinkin water......... so much phlegm in me....... till now still *cough cough* i m sick!!!!! i dun wanto be sick cos i fri,sat n sun wanto enjoy de..........

Sunday i goin back to msia....... attendin my cousin's wedding...... bit ma fan lo......... last day of holiday le still muz rushin n out of msia.....

Da Chang Jin today last 2ns episode le..... so nice n touchin! the emperor reli loves her lo! so wei da!!!! i mean for both the "Min Da Ren" n the emperor.......... chang jin is so fortunate........ bless her....... she is such a nice person i nid to learn from....... HARDWORKIN!!! DETERMINED!!! PERSISTENCE TOO!!!

chang jin said too.... " cui rou de xin lin hui chao cheng bing zheng " fragile heart will lead to sickness.... weak soul affect the body...
ya... i agree wif her.... there is bcos of sth tt made me sad tis few days......... hurtin so badly.... kept tinkin of things...... so i had a fragile heart.. tis made me weak n hav low resistance to sickness.... thus i m sick now...

i now dam giddy.......... mayb not enuf slp too........ reli v giddy le........ lik floatin while still seatted on my chair... oh my god! i got to rest le..... argh!!! dark eye rings came out too!!!

THANKS JIA ZHII for all the advice u gav me.... u cheer up too k? smile =) jia you n overcome all the unhappinesss k? thx so much for being here for me.... helpin me...

AND xu yuan too.... thx so much for bein here for me.........

i m so grateful to hav these 2 frenz..........

sick le.... so i go rest liao......... bye...

2006-06-20T23:45:00.000+08:00

20-06-2006

wa sei..... wad a nice no.!!!!! once a lifetime lo.... congrats who were born today.... hahaz....

now got soccer match lo... lol.... i watch a little.... live de..... germany against sum dunn wad country.... EUS i tink.... dunno wad izit... their passin is reli no gd.... currently is 3-0... germany leadin so many goals lo... hahaz!

nw i jus came to update to gan shang the last few minute of 20-06-2006..... super nice no. la.....

but i reli prefer 21st..... hehez.... special meaning for me!

HAPPY 20-06-2006!!!!! c ya ltr.... update more ltr...

2006-06-20T01:28:00.000+08:00

lol! tryin is jus not enuf...... duh! i haven touch my homework aft i blog!!!! liew..... the bad side of karen RETURNS!!!! hahaz.....

hahaz!!!! i m so happy!!!! my father look so surprised n shocked when i say," nah daddy... happy fathers' day li wu.... go try lei.... c whether nice not... happy fathers' day"
den he gave me tt unbelievable look lo.... lol! den he happily try the clothes n look extremely satisfied n happy..... nothin but jus happy!!!! i c le i so happy!!!! hahaz!!!! he looked touched by me tooo....... oh my god! i love my daddy tooo!!!! i love my family..... hehez...

my dad hung the present in his room.... so high up..... i feel so happy tt he reli appreciate wad i gave him.... he's happy too.... everybody happy!!!

LOVE........ ......... .............. makes us so blessed.....
but the other kind of love, once broken hurts sumone's life for so long.....

tml gonna wake up early n do hw le...... tuition at 2pm too!!!! bye!

JIA YOU, KAREN!!! hehez...

2006-06-19T23:14:00.000+08:00

hi people......

I came to announce tt i m better le.... much better le..... thx for all the people hu is concerned n cared for me..... thanks!!!

felt so much beta aft shoppin wif my mummy today! i love her so much!!! i reli love you, mummy!!! we went to J8 to walk walk..... actually go there de purpose to wanto buy a FILA jacket for...........................de.. but in e end dun hav liao.... its jus fate ba.... so nvm... din buy le.... den began walkin around..... went to B.U.M equipment..... many things on sale..... so many 50% too.... hahaz.... so i bought one black shirt for my daddy as father's day......... den my mummy buy 2 shirts for me too!!! hehez.....so happy!!! tats y i love my mummy..... she always side me, always by my side no matter wad..... stay by me when i sad or happy..... always here for me.... I REALLY LOVE HER!!!! these few days i m sad, she also noe, so she consoled n taught me somthings.......... so i m much beta le.... thanks again mummy!

b4 we went J8, i went to collect my camera! FINALLY its back to normal now..... finally repaired hao liao... was so happy la....... can finally take many photos again!!! YIPEE~

den jiu went to lavender there to collect my renewed passport.... i looked so old n ugly on tt new passport.. hahaz!

after J8 jiu return home le..... went to The Body Shop too... buy so many tea tree de facial cleanser tt cost $72!!!!! oh my god...... i never gonna buy so much stupid thing to clean my face again.... but there is also one reason y i buy till so ex la.... cos my mum n i wanto get tt free beach bag.... its nice... so we wanted it.... so we buy buy buy till over $60 to get tt bag lo.... *heartache* ah!!!~ promise not to buy so many things again.... spent so much today.....

I AM SUCH A BAD KID!!!

but i m guai today.... did 3 compre n read half a storybook! such a big accomplishment for me today! i totally din watch TV today lo..... WHOLE DAY lei.... except Da Chang Jin.... hahaz... so touchin! their love story is sooooooooooo romantic...... XIAN MU...... geez...

ok.... off i go le..... goin to try to finish one more compre n e rest of the storybook.....

GOSH! I M SO HARDWORKIN TODAY! SURPRISE!

2006-06-18T13:16:00.000+08:00

haiz.... can anybody help me? i need a name of a woman tt contribute to e society..... i nid it for my hw.... argh.... i can onli think of mother teresa, princess diana........... who else more? argh!!!

my common knowledge is so low tt i cant even think of any other people!!!! eewwww..........

pls giv a name!!! thx.....

i had to rush so so many hw today..... i haven even revise any sub for prelim!!!! AAAaaaaHHHHhhhh........................... .......... ......................

will die lo.... gonna fail so many sub again! haven do hw too!!! broke my promise yest.... was so dam busy wif sth tt i forget my homeworks tt nid to be done aft promisin myself!!!! aahhhhh............

had to double my work load today!!! busy today le!!!

bye!

2006-06-17T21:19:00.000+08:00

i love u...

argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i cant control myself!
i cant control my brain!
i cant control my heart!
i cant control my mind!

i nid control! i hav to calm myself......
pls stop tinkin bout all the stuffs n the past le, karen! let bygones be bygones!!!!

aAAaaAhhhHhhhHHHHHh~~~~~~~~~
i nid to stop thinking.....

i go do my hw le..... c ya.... hope all the hw n busyness can control me..... can numb me...... can take over from all the hurts n thinking....

bye...

2006-06-17T20:40:00.000+08:00

yes! my mum finally forgive me le.... she sayang me lo... hahaz!!! i love my mummy!!!! i love her so so much!!!! muackz... i will neva eva say those things again le........ sorry....

mornin wake up n i decided to do all the hw n try to rush as many as possible.... cos next wk i gonna b super busy... haiz... nex fri i goin to jacinta hse for the badminton grauation stuff... hahaz.... GREAT!!! reunion... lol... so long nv c a team together le...

aft go find ma in compass, i went library.... no nice bk to borrow..... den jin hoe called me.... lol.... say wanna cum my hse play playstation... my father is sick... hope he recover fast fast... c him sick, i heartache... haiz.... he looked so sick.... haiyo.....

TAKE CARE DADDY!!!

while waitin for jin hoe they all, i saw a guy.... wearin long red sleeve n jeans, lookin so serious n puttin on heavy perfume.... he looked nervous too... he bought a bouquet of flower (white tulip, 'forget me not' n sum other little white flower) it looked so nice lo.... he also had a present wrapped nicely too.. he kip lookin at his watch lik goin to b late le...... he lik v gan jiong lo... lol.... his girlfren muz be dam xing fu..... he is v protective towards his flower too.... kip lookin at it.. hahaz..... i reli envy the woman he loves....

how i wish i cud get a bouquet of flower too... i reli xian mu his gf...

n i noe i will nv get tt flower from you...

n finally they came... so we played a little poker n pick up stick.... den went to play playstation finally aft my dad wake up... had so much fun!!! chocobo racing rox!!!! i won all the matches!!! hahaz.... i m the qiang zhe!!!! win all of them even though i so long nv play my playstation le..... covered wif dust lo... lol..... thx guys for helpin cheerin up me a little..... cos of u all de companion, i forget my sadness a while....

but now it returns...

i reli miz u.... i wanted sms u today... but i cant...holdin back my tears... i wanto concentrate on studyin... O's lvl is cumin... but u din treat me lik ur fren.... u avoided me.... always avoidin.... y? i tot u say we can b frenz? but nw....? we din even say "hi" or "bye" when we c each other.. y? i dun wan tis to happen.. i still wanna b fren wif u... cant b together doesnt mean cant b frenz...u once told me we can still b frenz.... but now? its not! u lied.... i reli miss u.... u? *hurts a lot*

i wanna stop all the sadness.... i nid to do hw..... i haven done any yet! i cant break my promise!i will definitely finish 2 compre n 1 maths tonite!!! later i will chiong~

can sumbody help me?

2006-06-16T23:30:00.000+08:00

i m sorry mummy.... i m so sorry..... i shud not hav said those things.....
i m so regret of wad i did....
i m such a bad daughter.....
i m so unfilial....
i....... ......... ..............

i reli hope u forgiv me..... i m so sorry........... sorry...

2006-06-15T23:23:00.000+08:00

Hey people..... sorry.... promised to return yest nite but i was too tired to switch on com again... so nv cum update le.....

yest finally renew my passport le... but monday still hav to reutrn there to collect personally...
YES!!!! my camera is finally hao le..... nikon called me to tell me go collect... which meant i no nid pay $$$!!!!! omg! so happy.... hahaz... save money again..... hahaz...

ok..... today was the MOST BORING lesson of this whole wk...... totally no teacher lo.... onli worksheets..... rubbish! utterly disappointed wif tis dam sch..... eeEEeEeEerk...... gd for those pp hu pon aft 9.0am lo..... ur get to skip the whole stupid session of sianess lo.... haiz.....i tml still hav to return..... schoolin sux tis wk..... no teacher but yet hav to return to do ws... rubbish...!!!

after sch still hav to go for dental appointment... omg! i m so scared..... nobody pei me still..... haiz.... alone!!!! i m scared of drillin, the sound n the smell n the pain make me sick...... i feel lik faintin...... i m shiverin wif fear lo.... when i was in pri sch..... i m afraid of dentist the most.... cos of the tooth decay.... the drillin...... the pain........ sob..... today got my teeth checked.... "its clean my dear.... but.............................u've got a hole..."
"then i hav to be drilled a?
"yes my dear."
den she continue her typin on her com to record wad she observe in my mouth lo..... jus lik nth will happen.....
but i was scared stiff la..... goin to cry soon..... i m so terrified n scared..... i dun wan tooth decay..... i dun wan pu ya.... tears formin in my eyes lo..... the dentist saw lo.... den she say sorry....it gonna hurt but tt way help u solve the pain in the long term......

haiz.... the drillin began.....................................................
i suffered........................... i shivered...................................... i teared............................. but no water flow out of my eye la...... hahaz!

finally went home.... was so tired..... feel ik playin badminton but no one is free to pei me play....sian.... napped a while after i finish emaths fys de paper 1.... 2 summo!!! feel so great aft accomplishin SOME hw... lol....

woke up jiu eat sum thin cos i m hungry......watch a little television... den jiu online le.... chatted for a while.... ok.... i go slp le.... nth much happen today.... bye people! c ya! nites.....

eva since u left me... i was left alone wif myself... wif little frenz... i m alone.... lonely.... i hate tis....

2006-06-14T14:10:00.000+08:00

hahaz... i came so early to blog... lol..... finally finish another boring lesson at sch..... today was far more boring than e last 2 days.... haiz... the teacher is useless de lo... nv teach n nv been in our cls..... i ask him qns, he so impatient.... so gao wei... no patience den dun be teacher la....

today break i got go out of sch n walk walk a little wif rachel they all.... they ate prata but i save $$$.... so dun eat....hahaz... summo i not hungry ma.... got "ai xin" breakfast made by my mother lei.... A PIECE OF HAM N CHEESE BREAD... hahaz...

was late for cls for 1/2 hour.... we tot we gonna get punish..... but in the end..........................
teacher is still not back yet.... everybody was slpin, playin,listenin to mp3 n lots other stuff la.... nobody cares bout chemistry lo.... lol.... no teacher.... study wad? wan ask qns also nobody to ask from... wastin my time lo...

den finally go hm le..... thx benedict..... u taught me sumthings... i noe more le... i more positive le... thx.... u muz tink thru n stay positive too..... study hard.. i will think clear de.... THANKS...

ok... i go eat lunch now... got to rush to renew passport later wif my mum.... hehez... c ya tonite! bye!!!

2006-06-13T19:10:00.000+08:00

Lesson today again...... was boring! nth but to sit our chair for 2+ hours jus to do 1 physics paper.... no teacher to assist us summo! no teacher in cls sia....

haiz.... den break.... hav a small talk wif royston... played ping pong a while too... den break over le jiu whole cls go AVA room to go thru the paper wif mr ****.. lol! he is so dam funny n cute... say all those funny n "dirty" stuff to make us luff n kip us awake..... but i was reli tired... so i fell aslp for bout 15 min... but i feel lik i hav slept for hourSsS n HourSs... feel wide awake aft i woke up... lol! so continue to hav lesson.......

I din c u initially... was wonderin hu teaches so loudly in cls 309... lol! den i look around in ur cls... i saw u.. n u saw me too... but so wad? we avoid each other's look... jus lik stranger... things can nv b lik b4 le...

12pm le... cls dismiss but sum of us chose to stay back to listen to the rest of the qns.... i wanna learn more! my stomach was then rumblin n grumblin.... growlin lik shit... i was so hungry... din eat anythin except a glass of milk n bread for my breakfast... but i still manage to hang on till 1pm when everythin is finally over.... i learnt more bout electricity current le....esp. the diagram.... where to current split n flow dunno where tt diagram... happy...

St john today hav camp... so fun! i also wished i could hav a camp jus lik b4..... i missed my camps..... esp adventure camp....so much fond memories!!! i wun ever forget adventure camp 2004!!!! i jus love it! hehez... st john pp were shoutin their kou hao.... AVA room can hear v clearly.... lol! but i din c er zi there lei... lol... onli saw weiqi n jasmine...

den rachel n i return to cls pack bag n return home... i bought honeydew sago from sweettalk... beri beri nice.... hehez.. n a satin curry puff too.. superb nice.... den on bus, sth happened n it made me so embarassed!!! my strings of "crystals" drop n it went rollin n n "jumpin" in the whole bus.... every1 looked at me.... i was tokin on phone wif my mum... how to pick them up? i reli dunno where to hide my face n wad to react.. den i asked mum lo.. so aft i hang up... i try to pick up as many as possible.. the others roll till dunno where le.. let them off ba... hahaz...

den i dropped at punggol pri there n walk to punggol park to change bus to compass pt to mit my mum... i went library... everybody look at me lik a weirdo or a monster lo.... jus bcos it is holiday.... n i m wearin a full sch U... weird rite? i m so ke lian.... sob sob ='(

ok.... tats it.... i gtg to dinner le.. c ya! n i promise to study hard de! i will work hard!!! hittin on books soon...

xu yuan,jinhoe,ah zhi n benedict... sorry ah... today cant pei ur watch soccer... i dun feel lik goin n summo its late.... tml i got sch... sorry... ur enjoy urself ba....

AND LASTLY.. GD LUCK FOR THOSE PP WHO R BETTIN ON SOCCER.... HOPE UR WILL WIN LO.... GD LUCK!!!

bye.... take care..

2006-06-12T20:03:00.000+08:00

jus an additional post... ... i lik tis few messages v much... ...

1. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you wif all they have.

2. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

3. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

4. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with y our smile.

5. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

6. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

7. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

8. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

9. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

10. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

All these r v meaningful... read n understand them ba...

2006-06-12T19:19:00.000+08:00

ZzZzz...... mornin woke up late AGAIN! 7am den wake up... den rush to sch.... haiz.... den onli 7.40am.... sianz.... den wasted 20min lyin on table to wait for the teacher to cum.... sianz.... den frenz arrive le.... cheer up a little.. den play ping pong wif rachel a while.... den jiu hav to assemble at the parade square le... hahaz... was so funny la we all.... rachel,me,darren,jin hoe n perry..... LOL!!!! we went back n forth to our clsroom n parade sq... mr **** was callin for us.... askin us to be faster.... den the whole scene was so funny.... lik tape rewindin n play, rewindin n play again... hahaz!!! all the ppl in e parade sq was lookin at us lo!

den back to lesson.... worst! maths lesson? wad maths lesson is tis lo? self study? i rather study myself at home! teacher onli walkin around n around.... din teach any topic or chapter... rubbish!!! lik sum ppl will do liddat? but i m the indifferent one la! hahaz... i did practise..... but i realise i m dam lan at A maths... reli v lan.... i almost every qns also dunno how to do lo... haiz...

den 10am, i decided to take a break.... ppl go outside sch to eat... i dun feel lik eatin... so i went to hall to take a look at my junior's trg! i miss badminton! i miss synergy! but junior ah.... ur reli gettin slacker n slacker le.... muz work hard n make us proud ma... n hor.... sum irritatin n STUPID juniors hor.... are gettin on my nerve le! y r u not listenin to the seniors a? so disrespectful!!! where hav ur manner gone to?!?!?

nvm.... help out a little there.... so used to being a trainer liao.... n so long nv play le.. gettin rusty le... hope i can play badminton soon again! badminton has reli distress me lots... i love it! hehez... so long nv exercise le lei... gettin fat now!

back to lesson... n finally! 12pm! lesson is over... den me,darren n jinhoe stay in cls chat a while.... so scary la! jin hoe lo.... tok bout dose scary stuffs!!! eeEeeEE~ n tt video from darren hp! OMG!!! pls dun anyhow show ppl le k? its kinda er xin! make me so uncomfortable!

yesterday... ... ...
mornin send janet off lo... den went shoppin wif fel... went to tampines mall... reminded me of the past.... haiz... nvm... i muz continue to walk.... n kip walkin.... i cant look back.. cos i cant afford to... haiz..

i still remember the pizza we ate... its so nice! we watched movies there... my fav. black forest bday cake from there.. memories r reli sweet... i will kip these memories in my heart forever... i love u...

den we r so hungry le... i intend to save money n dun lunch out de lo.... but i feel lik eatin baked rice.. cos i m simply jus so hungry... .. den fel ordered choco mousse n also the same ham n sausage baked rice... so nice!!! yum yum~ eatin a hot plate of rice in e super cold weather... yest rain v heavily lo.. n so ccoooollddd.... *shiverin* actually wanto buy sweets from minitoon de.. but i no money liao... cant buy.... next time den can buy le.. hahaz! muz save up money first!!! lol! den we jiu take 27 home.. still drizzlin.... sianz.. n me n fel change to 88 n return hm respectively le lo...

tml still hav lesson.... hai... i m such a bad student! tml wad lesson i also dunno lo..... hope i dun wake up late again.... holiday lik not holiday... my dark eyerings r gettin more n more ming xian le... haiz.... i m so UGLY!!! how?!?! hahaz... i dun mind i look ugly la..... i reli scared my results slip look ugly onli.... haiz.... *stressed*

PRELIM CUMIN! O'S CUMIN!!!
my destination n my target is AJC lo... pray hard i can get in!!!

i m simply tired now... not enough slp... not enough energy... i m dyin out soon... .. ... .. ... .. ...

kkz... such a long post today... i stop here le.. bye!

2006-06-12T00:33:00.000+08:00

Hmmm....

today mornin wake up so dam early...... hav to send my precious sis off to UK..... she 22nd june den return lei.... so long!!!! i gonna miz her so SO much lo... sad.... sob=( for more detail can read fel blog! hahaz... or tml den i update more bout today trip.... cos i nw too tired... n can onli do a short post today....

PEOPLE!!! THOSE WHO HAV MSN... DUN CLICK ON THE STUPID MSG TAT SAYS" I GOT UR PHOTO ON MY MSN SPACE... CLICK N CHECK IT OUT.." sumthin liddat de.... PLEASE dun click on it.... or u will regret! i caught the virus n it sux!!! argh... so angry lo.... ppl..... pls pls pls dun click on it... i now so regret lo... can use msn liao... can onli blog here.... haiz...

haiz.... everybody doin their revision le... i haven start it lo.... sob! L1R5=32 lei.... die le.... den tis wk everyday hav to return sch bcos of tis stupid result.... regrettin for not studyin hard.... hai.... gonna work doubly hard le!!!! i made a promise to myself....

DEAR.... do take care n rmb to wear more in UK k? enjoy urself hor... i miss u~

benedict.... sorry la.... was playin trick on u.... forgotten to say back the truth.... so hai dao u cant send janet off lo.... sorry la....k? dun tink u r such petty person de rite? wun angry le ba? i apologised liao...

kkz.... i go slp le... tml still got maths lesson at 8am lo.... haiz.. nitez! update more tml!

ciaoz.... ...

2006-06-11T00:40:00.000+08:00

2nd post of the day...

sianz.. SHE my jiu4 jiu4's wife... xiao jiu mu..... i dun lik her lo! argh.... stayin under one roof!!! aaAAhhhHHh~

even though i miz my lee hom tv show, i sad le u also no nid giv so much comment rite? argh....

"ask u cum out see u dun wan...."

i complainin to my mum.... not to u lo... bleah=p

off to watch my vcd again... hungry n tired.... slpin soon tonite... nitez people!

2006-06-10T23:03:00.000+08:00

Hey people... lol... tis is my first post... happy neh... so many stars!!!

Jus bout today... ...

woke up in e mornin... den jiu eat breakfast... den jiu slack a while watchin vcd" 18 yr old bride".... lol! its nice lo.... the gal is jus as wild as me... hahaz.. den jiu iron clothes... den jiu go out....

today jamie celeb her birthday(in advance)... so we went to bugis to eat steamboat.... e 7 storey steamboat lo.... its so irritatin la... its drizzling... den we tell the uncle to change our table cos we gonna be drenched!!! den guess wad the uncle say?

"aiya.. bu hui xia yu de la... zhen de bu hui xia yu de.."

He jus dun wanto change for us lo.... den fel kip sayin she is drench... =p drizzlin onli la.... wun drench de lo.... den got one uncle wearin white shirt de... he told the waiter to change table.... again... "bu hui xia yu de, dun nid change.." den the 2 uncle began to quarrel.... tsk tsk... so fierce... SCARY!!!

nvm.... den we jiu go play play le lo... thx jamie for treatin us!!!

janet, my dear goin to fly to UK tml wif sch le.... so i tml gonna wake up early to send her off.... so i goin to reach airport at around 11am... DEAR!!! take care hor.... i will reli miz u v v v much de... *huggies* dun miz me till u cry k? rmb our present!!!! heez... .... .... .... hav lots of fun there n dun tink of those bad things le.... u still hav me... i understand ur situation... reli... cos i m also in the same situation as u..... try hard k? jia you!!!! forget all ur troubles in UK k? lift up ur spirit gal!

Jamie's bday is on JUNE 11... so i gonna wish her birthday tml!!! hehez.. watch le THE OMEN muz tell me k? hehez....

Fel.... u muz listen to my advice k? be more patient la... den i can teach u ma... tsk tsk...

AND finally xuyuan!!! thx!!! thanks a lot! thanks for helpin me to create n help me in my blog! hehez.... hai u wake up so early n i turn up late.... sorry eh.... i love u too!!! hehez.....

bye!

today see so many couples on bus, on streets, everywhere....even my fren...

thinkin of the past...